you like," I said gloomily, "but don't send
me away. Let me stay and do something so as not to be an encumbrance to
you, but don't send me away."
"No one wants to send you away, Hal," said my uncle kindly. "Look about
you and see the country; shoot and fish a little, too. I need not say,
beware of the caymen--the river swarms with them. See all you can of
the place, and then you'll have to try somewhere else. Texas or one of
the States--those are the places for a young fellow like you."
I sighed to myself, for it seemed to me now that there was no place on
earth bearable but the one where Lilla dwelt; and then, clapping me on
the shoulder, my uncle rose and went out.
I followed him at the end of a few minutes; and, so as to be alone, I
wandered away from the house and heedlessly took one of the paths that
led down to the river bank.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN.
UNDER FASCINATION.
It was very hot, but I did not notice it as I walked slowly and
thoughtfully on. The sun was kept from beating down upon me by the
dense foliage, but there was a steamy heat arising that at another time
I should have felt oppressive. The country was so completely in a state
of nature all around that half a mile from the hacienda one almost
seemed to be traversing places where the foot of man had never trod.
But nothing seemed then to take my attention, for I was forcing myself
to remember that I was to think no more about Lilla; and at last I had
worked myself round to believe that I should respect the promise given
to my uncle, while I devoted myself to a project that had fixed itself
in my mind--a project full of romance and imagination, one that might
make me wealthy--in a position wherein I could laugh at Garcia's
pretensions and boldly ask my uncle's consent, for I was hopeful of
obtaining Lilla's. I was poor now, but need not remain so. Suppose by
one grand stroke I could possess myself of the riches of a prince--how
then?
The thought of it all was so exciting that I strode on, rapt in the
golden vision, till reason pointed out two obstacles: I might not
succeed; and even if I did succeed, I might be too late and find that
Garcia had won the prize we both had coveted.
"I'll try, though," I muttered.
And then I laughed bitterly as I thought of my uncle's warning. I was
not afraid of Garcia, for he was at heart, I knew, a coward; but until I
was in a position to come forward I felt sadly that my duty was to avoid
Lill
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