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To do her justice, she looked terrified; every vestige of color had fled from her face, even from her lips, and her eyes continued gleaming wildly and fixedly on her. "Why did you come, then--what do you want of me?" she said, at last, excitedly, and even angrily. "I came to ask how you are, Lucille--I feared you were ill." "I--I ill? You know I was _not_ ill," she said hurriedly and impatiently, and either forgetting or despising her own excuse of but a moment before. "You came--you came for a _purpose_, Julie--yes, yes--do not deny it--there is perfidy enough already." "You wrong me, Lucille; I told you the simple truth--why should I deceive you?" "Why--why? Because the world is full of deceit, full of falsehood and treason--they are every where, every where." She turned away, and Julie perceived that she was weeping. She was pained and puzzled--nay, she was crossed every moment by the horrid fear that Lucille's mind was unsettled. Her strange agitation seemed otherwise unaccountable. "Lucille--dear Lucille--surely you will not be angry with your poor little friend--surely you believe Julie." She looked at her for a moment, and said-- "Yes, Julie, I do believe you;" and so saying, she kissed her. "But--but I am utterly, and I fear irremediably miserable." "But what is the cause of your wretchedness, my dear Lucille?" "This place--this solitude oppresses me; I cannot endure the isolation to which I am unnaturally and tyrannically condemned. Oh, Julie! there are circumstances, secrets, miseries, I dare not tell you; fate is weaving round me a net, to all eyes but my own invisible. But why do you look at me with those strange glances? Do not believe that I am _guilty_, because I am miserable--do not dare to touch me with such a thought." She stamped her little foot furiously on the floor at these words, while her cheek and eye kindled with excitement. It speedily subsided, however, into a deep and sullen gloom, and she continued-- "I scarce know myself, Julie, what I am, or what I may be; but my heart is as full of tumult, of suffering, of hatred, as hell itself. I will at least be free--my captivity in this magician's prison shall terminate--I _will_ not endure it. It shall end soon, one way or another--I will liberate myself." Lucille spoke with something more than passion--it was fierceness; and her gentle companion was filled with vague alarms. She had, as feeble natures often hav
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