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the inevitable end. Her very love for him was an argument against him. Never, never, never!--the booming sea on the rocks below seemed to take up the refrain--would this woman be wife of his? Never, never, never; the play was played out. Down through the vista of years he looked, and saw her the wife of the man he hated--the man who was to him the very incarnation of hypocrisy and cant He saw the hard, loveless life; he saw the lines growing in the fair, young face that was so dear to him; he saw stern Duty take the place of Love; he saw her life grow hard and narrow; he read in her face the bitterness of unfulfilled hopes, and the longing, the unutterable longing for something that might not be put into words, and a great pity for her filled his heart. Not for worlds would he add to her pain. She had come into his life, a dainty, fair, tender thing, and he had only hurt her; by his own pain he gauged hers. A step forward and he was looking down at the snow-white breakers thundering at the foot of the cliff. The sea was his home, the cruel, fickle sea; he would go back to it and leave the woman he loved in peace. What right had he to come into her life to spoil it? He would go back whence he came, and all should be as it had been before. Go back?--ah! we none of us can go back; surely the Greeks of old were right when they said that not even Omnipotence itself can alter the past. For him he felt, as he watched the white gulls wheel about the face of the inaccessible cliff, there could be no comfort. He had gotten a hurt that would last him a lifetime, but for her--surely he had not hurt her irredeemably. Very slowly he walked back to her side again, and laid a hand on her shoulder. "Susy," he said, and he strove with all his strength to banish from his voice all else but kindness, "are you--do you--are you going to marry Clement Scott?" But she would not raise her face. "My father--he--I mean--" and so low was her voice, he had to stoop his head to hear, "father said I should--he is a Godfearing man--my father said I--I should beware that I chose--the--the better man. It--it--would be for my soul's salvation." "Susy--Susy, child, I would not harm you, not for all this world or the next could give me. See now, my darling, I must go and leave you, must I?" She raised her face now, and the bright sunlight showed it to him white and strained. She was paying for her love, if ever woman was. It went to his h
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