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f all that passed between us in Switzerland. Surely the cousin who was with you then has a right to say what he thinks of this change in your life; at any rate he may do so, if as in this case he approves altogether of what you are doing." "I am glad of your approval, George; but pray let that be an end to it." After that the two sat silent for a minute or two. She was waiting for him to go, but she could not bid him leave the house. She was angry with herself, in that she had allowed herself to tell him of her altered plans, and she was angry with him because he would not understand that she ought to be spared all conversation on the subject. So she sat looking through the window at the row of gaslights as they were being lit, and he remained in his chair with his elbow on the table and his head resting on his hand. "Do you remember asking me whether I ever shivered," he said at last; "--whether I ever thought of things that made me shiver? Don't you remember; on the bridge at Basle?" "Yes; I remember." "Well, Alice;--one cause for my shivering is over. I won't say more than that now. Shall you remain long at Cheltenham?" "Just a month." "And then you come back here?" "I suppose so. Papa and I will probably go down to Vavasor Hall before Christmas. How much before I cannot say." "I shall see you at any rate after your return from Cheltenham? Of course Kate will know, and she will tell me." "Yes; Kate will know. I suppose she will stay here when she comes up from Norfolk. Good-bye." "Good-bye, Alice. I shall have fewer fits of that inward shivering that you spoke of,--many less, on account of what I have now heard. God bless you, Alice; good-bye." "Good-bye, George." As he went he took her hand and pressed it closely between his own. In those days when they were lovers,--engaged lovers, a close, long-continued pressure of her hand had been his most eloquent speech of love. He had not been given to many kisses,--not even to many words of love. But he would take her hand and hold it, even as he looked away from her, and she remembered well the touch of his palm. It was ever cool,--cool, and with a surface smooth as a woman's,--a small hand that had a firm grip. There had been days when she had loved to feel that her own was within it, when she trusted in it, and intended that it should be her staff through life. Now she distrusted it; and as the thoughts of the old days came upon her, and th
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