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ercy Wintermill. He began on that night to hate Wintermill. The scion of the Wintermill family sat next to Anne and there was nothing in his manner to indicate that he had resigned himself to defeat in the lists. If Anne saw him she did not betray the fact. He waited outside for a fairer glimpse of her as she left the theatre. What he saw at close range from his carefully chosen position was not calculated to relieve his mind. She appeared to be quite happy. There was nothing in her appearance or in her manner to indicate that she suffered,--and he _wanted_ her to suffer as he was suffering. That night he did not close his eyes. He had said to her that he would never marry her even though she gave up the money she had received from his grandfather, and she had said--how well he remembered!--that if George was worth thirty thousand dollars to Lutie, which was her _all_,--he was worth two millions to her, and her _all_. She was paying for him now, just as Lutie had paid for George, only in Lutie's case there was the assurance that the sacrifice would bring its own consolation and reward. Anne was going ahead blindly, trusting to an uncertainty. She had his word for it that the sacrifice would bring no reward through him, and yet she persisted in the vain enterprise. She had likened herself, in a sense, to Lutie, and now he was beginning to think of himself as he had once thought of George Tresslyn! He recalled his pitying scorn for the big, once useless boy during that long period of dog-like watchfulness over the comings and goings of the girl he loved. He had felt sorry for him and yet pleased with him. There was something admirable in the stubborn, drunken loyalty of George Tresslyn,--a loyalty that never wavered even though there was no such thing as hope ahead of him. As time went on, Thorpe, the sound, sober, indomitable Thorpe,--began to encourage himself with the thought that he too might sink to the extremities through which George had passed,--and be as simple and as firm in his weakness as the other had been! He too might stand in dark places and watch, he too might slink behind like a thing in the night. Only in his case the conditions would be reversed. He would be fighting conviction and not hope, for he knew he had but to walk into Anne's presence and speak,--and the suspense would be over. She was waiting for him. It was he who would have to surrender, not she. He fought desperately with himself;
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