rt, though I have
merited nothing but hatred from you by my acts. I will consult Mr. Hamilton
on the subject, before pointing out more definitely the mode in which you
can serve and save me."
Leaving her presence, he placed himself before Hamilton, whom he addressed
after this manner:
"I am aware, my good sir, that you are on somewhat intimate terms with Miss
Walton, the lady in another apartment of this rather dismal abode, and, I
doubt not, have much influence over her. If so, I very much desire the
benefit of that influence, to aid me in the best and noblest undertaking of
my life."
He then explained his intentions and desires of reformation, and the
impediments in the way, much in the same manner as he had done to Ellen;
after which he continued:
"Now, to relieve me from my embarrassing situation, I deem it needful to
form a connection with some influential person or family, whose
recommendation and protection will secure me from harm, and restore me to
the bosom of that society from whose enjoyments and privileges I severed
myself by a rash act, committed in an hour of passion, and followed up by
a strange course of infatuation ever since. I know of none upon whose names
and aid I would sooner cast myself than upon you and Miss Walton, as your
families are of the first respectability, and could throw an effectual
shield around me. I would, therefore, that you let me bear to the young
lady the assurances that you approve my plans and purposes, (if you really
do so,) and that you are willing to aid me yourself, and hope she will
also, in carrying them out."
Hamilton was still confined by his wound, which had been a much more
serious one than that inflicted upon Ellen; and in his then state of
prostration, was not as well prepared to scorn the motives of Durant, or
penetrate his designs, as he might have been under more favorable auspices;
and having no reason to doubt the sincerity of the seemingly repentant man,
he entered into his plans at once, with all the warmth of a benevolent and
Christian heart. He said:
"I can hardly believe it necessary that I should say a word to Miss Walton,
to induce her to put forth her best endeavors to serve you in so worthy a
work; but, if need be, bear to her the assurance of my hearty approval of
your designs and wishes, and that I shall do all in my power to aid you in
the laudable efforts you are making to return to a Christian country, and a
virtuous life."
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