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rip. At dinner she inquired: "And is Kazan a nice town?" "Yes," replied Aratoff. "Tatars live there, I believe?" "Not Tatars only." "And hast not thou brought a khalat[65] thence?" "No, I have not." And there the conversation ended. But as soon as Aratoff found himself alone in his study he immediately felt as though something were embracing him round about, as though he were again in _the power_,--precisely that, in the power of another life, of another being. Although he had told Anna--in that outburst of sudden frenzy--that he was in love with Clara, that word now seemed to him devoid of sense and whimsical.--No, he was not in love; and how could he fall in love with a dead woman, whom, even during her lifetime he had not liked, whom he had almost forgotten?--No! But he was in the power of ... in _her_ power ... he no longer belonged to himself. He had been _taken possession of_. Taken possession of to such a point that he was no longer trying to free himself either by ridiculing his own stupidity, or by arousing in himself if not confidence, at least hope that all this would pass over, that it was nothing but nerves,--or by seeking proofs of it,--or in any other way!--"If I meet him I shall take him" he recalled Clara's words reported by Anna ... and so now he had been taken. But was not she dead? Yes; her body was dead ... but how about her soul?--Was not that immortal ... did it require bodily organs to manifest its power? Magnetism has demonstrated to us the influence of the living human soul upon another living human soul.... Why should not that influence be continued after death, if the soul remains alive?--But with what object? What might be the result of this?--But do we, in general, realise the object of everything which goes on around us? These reflections occupied Aratoff to such a degree that at tea he suddenly asked Platosha whether she believed in the immortality of the soul. She did not understand at first what it was he had asked; but afterward she crossed herself and replied, "of course. How could the soul be otherwise than immortal?" "But if that is so, can it act after death?" Aratoff put a second question. The old woman replied that it could ... that is to say, it can pray for us; when it shall have passed through all sorts of tribulations, and is awaiting the Last Judgment. But during the first forty days it only hovers around the spot where its death occurred. "Dur
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