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ulders the burdens of a kingdom. Should he let a mistaken sense of right and duty defraud him a second time? Was this barrier--which a stronger or a weaker man would have brushed aside without a second thought--to wreck his life, and Opal's? He laughed exultingly. His whole soul was on fire, his whole body aflame. Beyond the formality of the betrothal, Opal had not yet been bound to the Count. She was not his--yet! She could not be Paul's wife--Fate had made that forever impossible--but she should be _his_, as he knew she already was at heart. They loved, and was not love--everything! He paced the floor in an excitement beyond his control. Opal should give him, out of her life, one day--one day in the little hotel on the Buergenstock, where his mother and her lover had been so happy. They, too, should be happy--as happy as two mating birds in a new-built nest--for one day they would forget all yesterdays and all to-morrows. He would make that one day as glorious and shadowless for her as a day could possibly be made--one day in which to forget that the world was gray--- one day which should live in their memories throughout all the years to come as the one ray of sunshine in two bleak and dreary lives! And tempted, as he admitted to himself, quite beyond all reason, he swore by all that he held sacred to risk everything--brave everything--for the sake of living one day in Paradise. "We have a right to be happy," he said. "Everyone has a right to be happy, and we have done no wrong to the world. Why should we two, who have the capability of making so much of our lives and doing so much for the world, as we might have, together--why should we be sentenced to the misery of mere existence, while men and women far less worthy of happiness enjoy life in its utmost ecstasy?" One thing he was firmly resolved upon. Opal should not know his real rank. She should give herself to Paul Zalenska, the man--not to Paul the Prince! His rank should gloss over nothing--nothing--and for all she knew now to the contrary, her future rank as Countess de Roannes was superior to his own. And then as silence fell about the little hotel, unbroken save by some strolling musicians in the square near at hand who sent the most tender of Swiss love-melodies out upon the evening air, Paul walked out to the terrace, passed through the little gate, and reaching the balcony, knocked gently but imperatively upon the door of the room that was
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