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"He was transported in the Malabar under the name of Rufus Dawes. You remember him. It is a long story. The particulars weren't numerous, and if the old lady had been half sharp she would have bowled me out. But the fact was she wanted to find the fellow alive, and was willing to take a good deal on trust. I'll tell you all about it another time. I think I'll go to bed now; I'm tired, and my head aches as though it would split." "Then it is decided that you follow my directions?" "Yes." She rose and placed her hand on the bell. "What are you going to do?" he said uneasily. "I am going to do nothing. You are going to telegraph to your servants to have the house in London prepared for your wife, who will return with you the day after to-morrow." John Rex stayed her hand with a sudden angry gesture. "This is all devilish fine," he said, "but suppose it fails?" "That is your affair, John. You need not go on with this business at all, unless you like. I had rather you didn't." "What the deuce am I to do, then?" "I am not as rich as you are, but, with my station and so on, I am worth seven thousand a year. Come back to Australia with me, and let these poor people enjoy their own again. Ah, John, it is the best thing to do, believe me. We can afford to be honest now." "A fine scheme!" cried he. "Give up half a million of money, and go back to Australia! You must be mad!" "Then telegraph." "But, my dear--" "Hush, here's the waiter." As he wrote, John Rex felt gloomily that, though he had succeeded in recalling her affection, that affection was as imperious as of yore. CHAPTER XI. EXTRACTED FROM THE DIARY OF THE REV. JAMES NORTH. December 7th.--I have made up my mind to leave this place, to bury myself again in the bush, I suppose, and await extinction. I try to think that the reason for this determination is the frightful condition of misery existing among the prisoners; that because I am daily horrified and sickened by scenes of torture and infamy, I decide to go away; that, feeling myself powerless to save others, I wish to spare myself. But in this journal, in which I bind myself to write nothing but truth, I am forced to confess that these are not the reasons. I will write the reason plainly: "I covet my neighbour's wife." It does not look well thus written. It looks hideous. In my own breast I find numberless excuses for my passion. I said to myself, "My neighbour does not love
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