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in the evenings. Most of her friends lived in Melbourne, and she reckoned to stay there for the rest of her life. As to father, they had never heard a word from him--hardly knew whether he was dead or alive. There was some kind of report that Warrigal had been seen making towards Nulla Mountain, looking very weak and miserable, on a knocked-up horse; but they did not know whether it was true or false. Poor Aileen stopped till we were all locked up for the night. She seemed as if she couldn't bear to leave me. She had no more hope or tie in life, she said. I was the only one of her people she was likely to see again, and this was the last time--the last time. 'Oh, Dick! oh, my poor lost brother,' she said, 'how clearly I seem to see all things now. Why could we not do so before? I have had my sinful worldly dream of happiness, and death has ended it. When I heard of his death and Jim's my heart turned to stone. All the strength I have shall be given to religion from this out. I can ease my heart and mortify the flesh for the good of my soul. To God--to the Holy Virgin--who hears the sorrows of such as me, I can pray day and night for their souls' welfare--for mine, for yours. And oh, Dick! think when that day, that dreadful day, comes that Aileen is praying for you--will pray for you till her own miserable life ends. And now good-bye; we shall meet on this earth no more. Pray--say that you will pray--pray now that we may meet in heaven.' She half drew me to my knees. She knelt down herself on the cold stone floor of the cell; and I--well--I seemed to remember the old days when we were both children and used to kneel down by mother's bed, the three of us, Aileen in the middle and one of us boys on each side. The old time came back to me, and I cried like a child. I wasn't ashamed of it; and when she stood up and said, 'Good-bye--good-bye, Dick,' I felt a sort of rushing of the blood to my head, and all my wounds seemed as if they would break out again. I very near fell down, what with one thing and another. I sat myself down on my bed, and I hid my face in my hands. When I looked up she was gone. . . . . . After that, day after day went on and I scarcely kept count, until somehow I found out it was the last week. They partly told me on the Sunday. The parson--a good, straight, manly man he was--he had me told for fear I should go too close up to it, and not have time to prepare. Prepare! How
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