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an. In this Edgar and Catherine seconded him to the best of their power. Lettice said little. She sat at the bottom of the table, by Mr. St. Leger; but though he often addressed her--taking care that she should not feel left out--as did Catherine also, she was very silent. She had not, indeed, much that she could venture to say. When conversation took this higher tone, she felt afraid of her own ignorance; and then she first knew what it was to lament not having had a better education. As they grew more intimate--for people who sit side by side at dinner every day can not help growing intimate--Mr. St. Leger would gently remark upon this reserve; and one day he began to speak openly upon the subject. He had attributed her silence, I believe, to a bashful feeling of inferiority in rank; for her face was so intelligent and full of meaning, that he did not divine its real cause, so he said, with a certain gentle abruptness which became him much: "I have discovered a fault in you, Miss Arnold, at last; though every body here seems to think it impossible you should have one. May I tell you of it?" "Oh! if you once begin with my faults, I am afraid you will never have done. I know the length of the score that might be summed up against me, though others are so good-natured as to forget it. Yes, indeed, I shall be much obliged to you." "Don't you think it is the duty of all to exert themselves in a family party, to make conversation circulate in an agreeable manner?" "To be sure, I do--and" ... how well you perform that duty, she was prompted to say, but she did not. She hesitated a little, and then added--"And, perhaps, you think I do not do that so much as I ought to do." "Precisely. You will not be angry. No, you can not be angry. You never are. The most trying and provoking things, I observe, can not ruffle you. So I will venture to say, that I think you don't play fair by me. We are both here chiefly to make ourselves agreeable, I believe; and I sometimes wish I had a little more assistance in that duty from one who, I am sure, could perform it admirably, if she so pleased." Lettice shook her head. Then she said, with her usual simplicity, "I used to talk more before you came." "Did you? But that's not quite generous, is it, to throw the whole burden upon me now I _am_ come, instead of sharing it? Why will you not talk now?" "Simply, because I can't. Oh, Mr. St. Leger! the talk is so different since
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