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d wanting in strength of mind and faith in you, that I would not have stood by you as a father should stand by his son?" Stratton groaned. "Forgive me," he said feebly; "I was half-mad." "Yes." "How could I, crushed by the horror of having taken a fellow-creature's life, cursed by the knowledge that this man was--But you cannot know that." "Take it, boy, that I know everything," said the old man, resuming his seat. "Then have some pity on me." "Pity for your folly? Yes." "Folly! You are right. I will take it that you know everything, and speak out now. Brettison--" He paused--he could not speak. But by a mighty effort he mastered his emotion. "Now think, and find some excuse for me. I was in my room there, elate almost beyond a man's power to imagine; in another hour the woman whom I had idolised for years was to be my wife. Recollect that, two years before, my hopes had been dashed to the ground, and I had passed through a time of anguish that almost unhinged my brain, so great was my despair." "Yes," said Brettison, "I recall all that." "Then that man came, and I was face to face with the knowledge that once more my hopes were crushed, and--he fell." Stratton ceased speaking, and sat gazing wildly before him into the past. It was in a husky whisper that he resumed: "I stood there, Brettison, mad with horror, distraught with the knowledge that I was the murderer of her husband--that my hand, wet with his blood, could never again clasp hers, even though I had made her free." The old man bent his head; and, gathering strength of mind and speech, now that he was at last speaking out openly in his defence, Stratton went on: "It was horrible--horrible! There it is, all back again before my eyes, and I feel again the stabbing, sickening pain of the bullet wound which scored my shoulder, mingled with the far worse agony of my brain. I had killed her husband--the escaped convict; and, above the feeling that all was over now, that my future was blasted, came the knowledge that, as soon as I called for help, as soon as the police investigated the matter, my life was not worth a month's purchase. For what was my defence?" Brettison satin silence, smoking calmly. "That this man had made his existence known to me, shown by his presence that his supposed death was a shadow--that, after his desperate plunge into the sea, he had managed to swim ashore and remain in hiding; the
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