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Katie, why do you think it's so funny? Why does it make you want to grin?" "You know. Else you wouldn't read the grin." "But I don't know. Nobody else grins at me." "Oh don't you think we're a good deal of a joke, uncle?" "Joke? Who?--Why?" "Us. The solemnity with which we take ourselves and the way the world lets us do it." He laughed. Then, as one coming back to his lines: "You have no reverence." "No, neither have you. That's why we get on." He made an unsuccessful attempt at frowning upon her and surveyed her a little more seriously. "Katie, do you know that the things you say sometimes puzzle me. They're queer. They burrow. They're so insultingly knowing, down at the root of their unknowingness. I'll think--'She didn't know how "pat" that was'--and then as I consider it I'll think--'Yes, she did, only she didn't know that she knew.' I remember telling your mother once when you were a little girl that if you were going to sit through service with your head cocked in that knowing fashion I wished she'd leave you at home." Katie laughed and cocked her head at him again, just to show she had not forgotten. Then she fell serious. "Uncle, for a long time I only smiled. I seemed to know enough to do that. Do you think you could bear it with Christian fortitude if I were to tell you I'm beginning now to try and figure out what I was smiling at?" He shook his head. "'Twould spoil it." He looked at his niece and smiled as he asked: "Katie dear, are you becoming world weary?" Katie, very smart that night in white gown and black hat, appealed to him as distinctly humorous in the role of world weariness. "No," returned Katie, "not world weary; just weary of not knowing the world." Afterward in his room they chatted cheerfully of many things: family affairs, army and church affairs. Katie strove to keep to them as merely personal matters. But there were no merely personal matters any more. All the little things were paths to the big things. There was no way of keeping herself detached. Even the seemingly isolated topic of the recent illness of the Bishop's wife led full upon the picture of other people she had been seeing that summer who looked ill. Her uncle was telling of a case he had recently disposed of, a rector of his diocese who was guilty of an atheistic book. He spoke feelingly of what he called the shallowness of rationalism, of the dangers of the age, beautifully of that splendi
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