FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149  
150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   >>   >|  
ved in the pictures. "And there was music--such music as I had never heard before, even though it came out of a box. They had the songs of the grand opera singers. And as I listened--I tell you I was called!--I don't care how silly it sounds--I was called by the voices that had sung into that box. For this was real--if the life hadn't been there it couldn't have been caught into the pictures and the box. It proved--I thought--that all the lovely things I had dreamed were true. I had only to go and find them. People were walking upon those streets. Then I could walk on those streets. And those people were laughing--and talking to each other. Everybody seemed to have friends. Everybody was happy! And all of that really _was_. The pictures were alive. Alive with the things that there were out beyond the nothingness of Centralia. "The man played something from an opera and showed pictures of beautiful people going into a beautiful place to listen to that very music. He said that the very next night in Chicago those people would be going into that place to listen to those very voices. "Katie, I don't believe you'll laugh at me when I tell you that my teeth fairly chattered when first it came to me that I must be one of those people! It was something all different from the longing for fun--oh it was something big--terrible--it _had_ to be. It was the same feeling of its having to be that I had about Tono. "Though probably that feeling would have passed away if it hadn't been for my father. He came there and found me, and--humiliated me. And after we got home--" Ann was holding herself tight, but after a moment she relaxed to say with an attempted laugh: "It wasn't all being 'called.' Part of it was being driven. "Then there was another thing. The treasurer of the missionary society came that night with some money--eighteen dollars--I was to send off the next day. It was that money started me out to find my Something Somewhere." "Oh _Ann_!" whispered Katie, drawing back. "But of course," she added, "you paid it back just as soon as you could?" "I _never_ paid it back! If I had eighteen _million_ dollars, I'd _never_ pay it back! I _like_ to think of not paying it back!" Katie's face hardened. "I can't understand that." "No," sobbed Ann, "you'd have to have lived a long time in nothingness to understand that--and some other things, too." She looked at her strangely. "There's more coming, Katie, that you won't
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149  
150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

people

 

pictures

 

called

 
things
 
streets
 

Everybody

 

nothingness

 

eighteen

 
dollars
 

listen


voices
 

feeling

 

understand

 

beautiful

 

relaxed

 

father

 

humiliated

 

holding

 
moment
 

driven


attempted

 

sobbed

 

hardened

 

paying

 

coming

 

strangely

 

looked

 

started

 

Something

 

Somewhere


missionary

 

society

 
whispered
 

drawing

 

million

 

treasurer

 

thought

 
lovely
 
dreamed
 

proved


caught

 
couldn
 

walking

 

People

 
singers
 
sounds
 

listened

 

laughing

 

talking

 

longing