FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128  
129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   >>   >|  
e was a good deal heavier now, he reflected, and yet-- Reggie had come to the parting of the ways, and had decided which he would follow. Like most ambitious young men he had, so far, taken as his motto a couplet, which, through over-usage, has become a platitude-- "High hopes faint on a warm hearth-stone, He travels the fastest who travels alone." Reggie had accepted this as an incontrovertible truth impossible to dispute; but then he had never until lately felt the smallest desire to travel through life accompanied by any one person. He had fallen in and out of love as often as was wholesome or possible for so hard-working a young man, and always looked upon the experience as an agreeable relaxation, as it undoubtedly is. But never for one moment did he allow such evanescent attachments to turn him a hair's breadth out of his course. Now something had happened to him, and he knew that for the future the platitude had become a lie, and that the only incentive either to high hopes or their fulfilment lay in the prospect of a hearth-stone shared by the girl who a few hours ago declared that she "would not like to fall into that man's hands." Reggie was very modern. He built no altar to Mary in his heart nor did he set her image in a sacred shrine apart. He had no use for anyone in a shrine. He wanted a comrade, and he craved this particular comrade with all the intensity of a well-disciplined, entirely practical nature. He was not in the least conceited, but he knew that if he lived he would "get there," and the fact that he never had had, or ever would have, sixpence beyond the pay he earned did not deter him in his quest a single whit. Mary wouldn't have sixpence either. He knew the Redmarley rent-roll to a halfpenny. Mrs Ffolliot frankly talked over her affairs with him ever since he left Woolwich, and more than once his shrewd judgment unravelled some tangle which Mr Ffolliot's singularly unbusiness-like habits had created. He knew very well that were it not for General Grantly the boys could never have got the chance each was to get. That General Grantly was spending the money he would have left his daughter at his death in helping her children now when they needed it most. Mary and he were young and strong. They could rough it at first. Afterwards--he had no fears about that afterwards if Mary cared. But would Mary care? Reggie felt none of the qualms of a more sensitive man in m
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128  
129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Reggie
 

Grantly

 

General

 
shrine
 
sixpence
 
Ffolliot
 

comrade

 

hearth

 

platitude

 

travels


conceited
 
Afterwards
 

earned

 

needed

 

strong

 

practical

 

wanted

 

qualms

 

sensitive

 

craved


disciplined
 

intensity

 

nature

 
sacred
 

tangle

 
spending
 
unravelled
 

daughter

 

judgment

 

singularly


chance

 

unbusiness

 
habits
 
created
 

shrewd

 
children
 

Redmarley

 

wouldn

 

single

 

halfpenny


Woolwich

 

affairs

 
helping
 

frankly

 
talked
 
dispute
 

impossible

 

fastest

 
accepted
 

incontrovertible