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There might--er--be some man who met you for the first time after he'd heard of your engagement, and who for his own peace of mind didn't dare let himself admire your brilliant talents as much as he would like to." Now, I had got as far as I intended to go. Some dim idea of rescuing the Viking from the girl he doesn't love, to give him to the girl he does (and I do), had been floating in my mind ever since that stormy night at Enkhuisen. I had thought that Freule Menela was the sort of girl who might drop the meat for the sake of the shadow; but having indicated the presence of a floating, ghostly shadow--which might belong to any one or no one--I had no idea of advancing further, even to bestow happiness on Phyllis. I had argued with my conscience, "If she's a woman who's ready to throw over the man she's engaged to, just because he isn't very rich or particularly eligible in her eyes, and because some other vague person looming on the horizon has more money than Number One, why, it's a sure sign that she accepted Number One because she couldn't get any one else, therefore she doesn't deserve to keep him, and she does deserve not only to see him slip away, but to see the shadow go with him." However, I had not taken Freule Menela's talents into due account--or my own failings. "Is there such a man?" she asked. "There might be," I cautiously repeated. "The question is, are you engaged to Mr. van Buren, or are you not?" "There has been an understanding between his family and mine, for many years, that some day we should marry," she answered. "And, of course, he's very fond of me, though you might not think it from his manner. He often appears to feel more interest in women for whom he cares nothing, than in me, to whom he is devoted. That is a characteristic of men who have his reserved nature." "I'm afraid I don't understand reserved natures," said I. "If I care for any one, I can't help showing it." "I have often thought," went on Freule Menela, "of telling Robert van Buren that he and I are not suited to each other. My ideal man is very different. And besides, as I said, _nothing_ could induce me to settle down in Rotterdam." "You might make that the determining point," I suggested, "if you were looking for an excuse to save his feelings." "Do you really think so?" she asked. "I certainly do. Then you could leave him the choice. Rotterdam, without you; the more lively place, with you. Oh! don'
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