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Captain Phipps," Eleanor said with dignity, "I see a great deal. He is one of the most cultivated men I ever met." "Fiddlesticks! He smells like a soap-counter! When I see an affected man I see a fool. He has airs enough to fill a music-box. But that's neither here nor there. You understand definitely that I do not wish you to see him again?" Eleanor's silence did not satisfy Madam. She insisted upon a verbal assurance, which Eleanor was loath to give. "I tell you once for all, young lady," said Madam, by this time roused to fury, "that you have _got_ to do what I say for another year. After that you will be twenty-one, and you can go to the devil, if you want to." "Grandmother!" cried Eleanor, shrinking as if from a physical blow. Then, remembering her promise to her Aunt Enid, she bit her lip and struggled to keep back the tears. As she started to leave the room, Madam called her back. "Here, take this," she said gruffly, thrusting a small morocco box into her hand. "Isobel and Enid never had decent necks to hang 'em on. See that you don't lose them." And without more ado she thrust Eleanor out of the room and shut the door in her face. Eleanor fled down the hall to her own room, and after locking the door flung herself on the bed. It was always like that, she told herself passionately; they nagged at her and tormented her and wore her out with their care and anxiety, and then suffocated her with their affection. She did not want their presents. She wanted freedom, the right to live her own life, think her own thoughts, make her own decisions. She did not mean to be ungrateful, but she couldn't please them all! The family expectations of her were too high, too different from what she wanted. Other girls with half her talents for the stage had succeeded, and just because she was a Bartlett---- She clenched her fists and wished for the hundredth time that she had never been born. She had been a bone of contention all her life, and, even when the two families were not fighting over her, the Bartlett blood was warring with the Martel blood within her. Her standards were hopelessly confused; she did not know what she wanted except that she wanted passionately to be let alone. "Nellie!" called a gentle voice on the other side of the door. "Are you ready for dinner?" "Don't want any dinner," she mumbled from the depths of a pillow. The door-handle turned softly and the voice persisted: "You must unloc
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