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anything else in the world's market! But you are not of the world--you never were--and now--now--the world will take you! The world leaves nothing alone that has any gold upon it!" She listened quietly to his passionate outburst. She was deadly pale, and she pressed Charlie close against her bosom,--the little dog, she thought half vaguely, would love her just as well whether she was rich or poor. "How can the world take me, Angus?" she said--"Am I not yours?--all yours!--and what has the world to do with me? Do not speak in such a strange way--you hurt me----" "I know I hurt you!" he said, stopping in his restless walk and facing her--"And I know I should always hurt you--now! If David Helmsley had never crossed our path, how happy we might have been----" She raised her hand reproachfully. "Do not blame the poor old man, even in a thought, Angus!" she said--"His dream--his last hope was that we two might be happy! He brought us together,--and I am sure, quite sure, that he hoped we would do good in the world with the money he has left us----" "Us!" interrupted Angus, meaningly. "Yes,--surely us! For am I not to be one with you? Oh Angus, be patient, be gentle! Think kindly of him who meant so much kindness to those whom he loved in his last days!" She smothered a rising sob, and went on entreatingly--"He has forgotten no one who was friendly to him--and--and--Angus--remember!--remember in that paper I have shown to you--that list of bequests, which he has entrusted me to pay, he has left me to you, Angus!--me--with all I possess----" She broke off, startled by the sorrow in his eyes. "It is a legacy I cannot accept!" he said, hoarsely, his voice trembling with suppressed emotion--"I cannot take it--even though you, the most precious part of it, are the dearest thing to me in the world! I cannot! This horrible money has parted us, Mary! More than that, it has robbed me of my energy for work--I cannot work without you--and I must give you up! Even if I could curb my pride and sink my independence, and take money which I have not earned, I should never be great as a writer--never be famous. For the need of patience and grit would be gone--I should have nothing to work for--no object in view--no goal to attain. Don't you see how it is with me? And so--as things have turned out--I must leave Weircombe at once--I must fight this business through by myself----" "Angus!" and putting Charlie gently down,
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