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uick succession by the band, created a vague impression of confusion and restlessness in the brain, and David Helmsley himself, the host and entertainer of the assembled guests, watched the brilliant scene from the ballroom door with a weary sense of melancholy which he knew was unfounded and absurd, yet which he could not resist,--a touch of intense and utter loneliness, as though he were a stranger in his own home. "I feel," he mused, "like some very poor old fellow asked in by chance for a few minutes, just to see the fun!" He smiled,--yet was unable to banish his depression. The bare fact of the worthlessness of wealth was all at once borne in upon him with overpowering weight. This magnificent house which his hard earnings had purchased,--this ballroom with its painted panels and sculptured friezes, crowded just now with kaleidoscope pictures of men and women whirling round and round in a maze of music and movement,--the thousand precious and costly things he had gathered about him in his journey through life,--must all pass out of his possession in a few brief years, and there was not a soul who loved him or whom he loved, to inherit them or value them for his sake. A few brief years! And then--darkness. The lights gone out,--the music silenced--the dancing done! And the love that he had dreamed of when he was a boy--love, strong and great and divine enough to outlive death--where was it? A sudden sigh escaped him---- "_Dear_ Mr. Helmsley, you look so _very_ tired!" said a woman's purring voice at his ear. "_Do_ go and rest in your own room for a few minutes before supper! You have been so kind!--Lucy is quite touched and overwhelmed by _all_ your goodness to her,--no _lover_ could do more for a girl, I'm _sure_! But really you _must_ spare yourself! What _should_ we do without you!" "What indeed!" he replied, somewhat drily, as he looked down at the speaker, a cumbrous matron attired in an over-frilled and over-flounced costume of pale grey, which delicate Quakerish colour rather painfully intensified the mottled purplish-red of her face. "But I am not at all tired, Mrs. Sorrel, I assure you! Don't trouble yourself about me--I'm very well." "_Are_ you?" And Mrs. Sorrel looked volumes of tenderest insincerity. "Ah! But you know we _old_ people _must_ be careful! Young folks can do anything and everything--but _we_, at _our_ age, need to be _over_-particular!" "_You_ shouldn't call yourself old, Mrs.
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