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ne side or the other, and nothing was really further from her intention. The next arrangement made--and this was an even greater blow to them than the "banishment" of Dan--was that Kitty and Betty were to go as day girls to school, instead of having Miss Pooley to the house. The plan, being Aunt Pike's, would probably have been objected to in any case; but to Kitty, with her shy dread of strangers--particularly girls of her own age--the prospect was appalling, and she contemplated it with a deep dread such as could not be understood by most girls. Betty complained loudly, but soon found consolation. "At any rate," she said, "we need not walk to school with Anna, and we needn't see as much of her there as we should have to at home; and I think it will be rather jolly to know a lot of girls." "Do you?" sighed Kitty, looking at her sister with curious, wondering eyes, and a feeling of awe. "I can't think so. I can't bear strange girls." It seemed to her incredible that any one should _want_ to know strangers, or could even contemplate doing so without horror. She envied them, though, for being able to. "It must make one feel ever so much more happy and comfortable," she thought, "to have nothing to be afraid of." She would have given a very great deal not to feel shy and embarrassed when with strangers, and to be able to think of something to say to them. But she never could. Nothing that she had to say seemed interesting or worth saying. Betty, with her self-confidence and fluent tongue, was a constant source of admiration to Kitty. "You will get on all right," she said, with another sigh; "but I was never meant to go where there are other people." "That is why you've got to go. It is good for you; I heard Aunt Pike saying so to father. She said you were growing up shy and _gauche_. I don't know what _gauche_ means; do you?" "No," said Kitty, colouring. "I expect I ought to, and I expect it is something dreadful; but if I am happier so, why can't I go on being _gauche_?" "Father said you were very shy, but he didn't think you were the other thing--_gauche_." "Did he?" cried poor Kitty, brightening; but her face soon fell again. "Father doesn't notice things as quickly as some people do--Aunt Pike, and Lady Kitson, and others; and I expect they are right. It is always the disagreeable people and the disagreeable things that are right. Did Aunt Pike say the same thing of you?" "No; she sai
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