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you once before refused. Jacques Rennepont has still, I think, some money left--we are spending it in follies--now and then giving a little to poor people we may happen to meet--I beg of you, let me come to your assistance--I see in your poor face, you cannot conceal it from me, that you are wearing yourself out with toil." "Thanks, my dear Cephyse, I know your good heart; but I am not in want of anything. The little I gain is sufficient for me." "You refuse me," said the Bacchanal Queen, sadly, "because you know that my claim to this money is not honorable--be it so--I respect your scruples. But you will not refuse a service from Jacques; he has been a workman, like ourselves, and comrades should help each other. Accept it I beseech you, or I shall think you despise me." "And I shall think you despise me, if you insist any more upon it, my dear Cephyse," said Mother Bunch, in a tone at once so mild and firm that the Bacchanal Queen saw that all persuasion would be in vain. She hung her head sorrowfully, and a tear again trickled down her cheek. "My refusal grieves you," said the other, taking her hand; "I am truly sorry--but reflect--and you will understand me." "You are right," said the Bacchanal Queen, bitterly, after a moment's silence; "you cannot accept assistance from my lover--it was an insult to propose it to you. There are positions in life so humiliating, that they soil even the good one wishes to do." "Cephyse, I did not mean to hurt you--you know it well." "Oh! believe me," replied the Bacchanal Queen, "gay and giddy as I am, I have sometimes moments of reflection, even in the midst of my maddest joy. Happily, such moments are rare." "And what do you think of, then?" "Why, that the life I lead is hardly the thing; then resolve to ask Jacques for a small sum of money, just enough to subsist on for a year, and form the plan of joining you, and gradually getting to work again." "The idea is a good one; why not act upon it?" "Because, when about to execute this project, I examined myself sincerely, and my courage failed. I feel that I could never resume the habit of labor, and renounce this mode of life, sometimes rich, as to day, sometimes precarious,--but at least free and full of leisure, joyous and without care, and at worst a thousand times preferable to living upon four francs a week. Not that interest has guided me. Many times have I refused to exchange a lover, who had little or
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