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you crying?" he said, greatly disturbed. "Rosario, you are killing me with your absurd doubts. Do I believe in God? Do you doubt it?" "I do not doubt it; but they all say that you are an atheist." "You would suffer in my estimation, you would lose your aureole of purity--your charm--if you gave credit to such nonsense." "When I heard them accuse you of being an atheist, although I could bring no proof to the contrary, I protested from the depths of my soul against such a calumny. You cannot be an atheist. I have within me as strong and deep a conviction of your faith as of my own." "How wisely you speak! Why, then, do you ask me if I believe in God?" "Because I wanted to hear it from your own lips, and rejoice in hearing you say it. It is so long since I have heard the sound of your voice! What greater happiness than to hear it again, saying: 'I believe in God?'" "Rosario, even the wicked believe in him. If there be atheists, which I doubt, they are the calumniators, the intriguers with whom the world is infested. For my part, intrigues and calumnies matter little to me; and if you rise superior to them and close your heart against the discord which a perfidious hand would sow in it, nothing shall interfere with our happiness." "But what is going on around us? Pepe, dear Pepe, do you believe in the devil?" The engineer was silent. The darkness of the chapel prevented Rosario from seeing the smile with which her cousin received this strange question. "We must believe in him," he said at last. "What is going on? Mamma forbids me to see you; but, except in regard to the atheism, she does not say any thing against you. She tells me to wait, that you will decide; that you are going away, that you are coming back----Speak to me with frankness--have you formed a bad opinion of my mother?" "Not at all," replied Rey, urged by a feeling of delicacy. "Do you not believe, as I do, that she loves us both, that she desires only our good, and that we shall in the end obtain her consent to our wishes?" "If you believe it, I do too. Your mama adores us both. But, dear Rosario, it must be confessed that the devil has entered this house." "Don't jest!" she said affectionately. "Ah! Mamma is very good. She has not once said to me that you were unworthy to be my husband. All she insists upon is the atheism. They say, besides, that I have manias, and that I have the mania now of loving you with all my soul. In
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