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my ambition would have been to draw towards me in that modest station such sympathies and affections as might attach to one so circumstanced. My plan was to assume an obscure name, seek out some unfrequented spot, and there, with the love of one--one only--solve the great problem, whether happiness is not as much the denizen of the thatched cottage as of the gilded palace. The first requirement of my scheme was that my secret should be in my own keeping. One can steel his own heart against vain regrets and longings; but one cannot secure himself against the influence of those sympathies which come from without, the unwise promptings of zealous followers, the hopes and wishes of those who read your submission as mere apathy." I paused and sighed; she sighed, too, and there was a silence between us. "Must she not feel very happy and very proud," thought I, "to be sitting there on the same bench with a prince, her hand in his, and he pouring out all his confidence in her ear? I cannot fancy a situation more full of interest." "After all, sir," said she, calmly, "remember that Mrs. I Keats alone knows your secret. _I_ have not the vaguest suspicion of it." "And yet," said I, tenderly, "it is to _you_ I would confide it; it is in _your_ keeping I would wish to leave it; it is from _you_ I would ask counsel as to my future." "Surely, sir, it is not to such inexperience as mine you would address yourself in a difficulty?" "The plan I would carry out demands none of that crafty argument called 'knowing the world.' All that acquaintance with the byplay of life, its conventionalities and exactions, would be sadly out of place in an Alpine village, or a Tyrolese Dorf, where I mean to pitch my tent. Do you not think that your interest might be persuaded to track me so far?" "Oh, sir, I shall never cease to follow your steps with the deepest anxiety." "Would it not be possible for me to secure a lease of that sympathy?" "Can you tell me what o'clock it is, sir?" said she, very gravely. "Yes," said I, rather put out by so sudden a diversion; "it is a few minutes after nine." "Pray excuse my leaving you, sir, but Mrs. Keats takes her tea at nine, and will expect me." And, with a very respectful courtesy, she withdrew, before I could recover my astonishment at this abrupt departure. "I trust that my Royal Highness said nothing indiscreet," muttered I to myself; "though, upon my life, this hasty exit would
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