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has been the enemy of my own. The epaulette which _you_ wear with honour, would be a badge of disgrace upon _my_ shoulder. Good-bye, I can afford to thank you, because you have not made a service take the form of an 'amende.'" Travers forbore to press him further. He wisely judged that enough had been done for the present, and that his safety being provided for, time and opportunity would both present themselves for the remainder. He shook his proffered hand with cordiality, and they separated, Frederick to return to Dublin, Mark to wander wherever chance might incline him. "He said truly," exclaimed Mark, as soon as he once more found himself separated from his companion--"he said truly, the chances were never in our favour, and at present we have not a single one left. The cause which depends on such elements as these is worse than hopeless." Such were the words that broke from him, as, in sorrow and humiliation, he remembered the character of his associates, and felt, in deep shame, the companionship he had fallen into. "Had there been but one true to me!" exclaimed he, in accents of misery, "I could have stood against the shock, stout hearted; but to find all false--all!" Seeking out some of the least frequented lanes, he rode on for several miles, caring little which way, so long as he turned from the capital;--for although as yet no personal danger threatened him, a nervous sense of shame made him dread the sight of his former acquaintances. Again and again did the thought recur to him: "How will Kate hear me spoken of? In what light will my actions be displayed to her? Is it as the miserable dupe of such a wretch as Lawler, or is it as the friend and chosen companion of Barrington, I would be known? And yet, what have I to fear, to whom no hope is left!" Among the many sources of his sorrow, one recurred at every moment, and mingled itself with every other thought: "What would their noble-hearted friends in France say of them?--how would they speak of a land whose struggle for freedom is stained with treachery, or which cannot number in the ranks of its defenders but the felon or the outlaw?" For the deceit practised on the people he felt bitterly. He knew with what devotedness they followed the cause--the privations they had borne in silence, awaiting the time of retribution--how they had forborne all ebullitions of momentary passion, in expectation of the day of a greater reckoning--with what trust th
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