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ot quite compose herself, and stood near him, fanning him to give herself a pretext for movement. MacLeod looked up at her, smiling. He saw how pale she was. "Why," he said, with his beguiling kindliness, "you mustn't look as if you were afraid of me." She moved a little, to escape his eyes. "No," she said, in a low tone, "I don't mean to be afraid. But I am." "What of, Rose?" She wanted to say, from her confused suspicions, that he was inevitably contemplating some course that would involve her freedom. But he had turned, and was looking at her in a smiling candor. There was evidently no more guile in him than in the impartial and cherishing sun. "I wish life didn't present itself to you as a melodrama," he volunteered, with almost a brightness of reproach. She shook her head. The tremulous expectancy of her face remained unchanged. "I wish so, too," she answered. "Well!" He spoke robustly, with a quick decision. "I'm going back. I shall sail next week." She drew a quick breath. Ready as she was to disbelieve him, it was impossible to deny herself an unreasonable relief. She held herself rigid with anticipation, knowing what the next words would be, and how he would command or entreat her also to go. But they amazed her. "Rose," said he, "this may be the last little talk we have together here. I want to speak to you about your mother." "My mother!" Unconsciously she drew nearer him. Her mother was--what? A banished dream, not forgotten, but relegated to dim tapestried chambers because the air of the present seemed to blur out memory by excess of light. She had awakened from her girlhood's dreams; to them, chiefly, her mother had belonged. Now that past beneficence was a faded flower found in a casket, a scent of beauty touched by time. "Sit down," said MacLeod, and she obeyed him. He stretched out his legs at ease, and put his head back, his eyes closed, in an easy contemplation. "We don't speak of her very often, do we, little girl?" "No!" Her irrepressible comment was, "I thought you had forgotten her." But he continued,-- "I was thinking the other day how much you lose in not having known her as she was when I met her first." "I have the miniature." "I know. But that's only a suggestion. It doesn't help me bring her to life for you. She had beauty--not so much as you have--and an extraordinary grace and charm. She had, too, that something we trace back to breeding." He had
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