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madness. What unutterable folly! He was not free--he was bound to another by every cord of honour and self-respect. And, even were he free, Magdalen Crawford would be no fit wife for him--in the eyes of the world, at least. A girl from the Cove--a girl with little education and no social standing--aye! but he loved her. He groaned again and again in his misery. Afar down the slope the bay waters lay like an inky strip and the distant, murmurous plaint of the sea came out of the stillness of the night; the lights at the Cove glimmered faintly. In the week that followed he went to the Cove every day. Sometimes he did not see Magdalen; at other times he did. But at the end of the week he had conquered in the bitter, heart-crushing struggle with himself. If he had weakly given way to the first mad sweep of a new passion, the strength of his manhood reasserted itself at last. Faltering and wavering were over, though there was passionate pain in his voice when he said at last, "I am not coming back again, Magdalen." They were standing in the shadow of the pine-fringed point that ran out to the left of the Cove. They had been walking together along the shore, watching the splendour of the sea sunset that flamed and glowed in the west, where there was a sea of mackerel clouds, crimson and amber tinted, with long, ribbon-like strips of apple-green sky between. They had walked in silence, hand in hand, as children might have done, yet with the stir and throb of a mighty passion seething in their hearts. Magdalen turned as Esterbrook spoke, and looked at him in a long silence. The bay stretched out before them, tranced and shimmering; a few stars shone down through the gloom of dusk. Right across the translucent greens and roses and blues of the west hung a dark, unsightly cloud, like the blurred outline of a monstrous bat. In the dim, reflected light the girl's mournful face took on a weird, unearthly beauty. She turned her eyes from Esterbrook Elliott's set white face to the radiant gloom of the sea. "That is best," she answered at last, slowly. "Best--yes! Better that we had never met! I love you--you know it--words are idle between us. I never loved before--I thought I did. I made a mistake and I must pay the penalty of that mistake. You understand me?" "I understand," she answered simply. "I do not excuse myself--I have been weak and cowardly and disloyal. But I have conquered myself--I will be true to the
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