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e woman--my heart whispered it in that moment, and has shouted it ever since. Helen, I did not mean to speak yet, but--well, you see how it is with me! Tell me it is not altogether hopeless! You know what my position is; you know that in two years----" Helen Yardely rose swiftly to her feet. Her beautiful face had paled a little. She stopped the flood of words with her lifted hand. "Please, Mr. Ainley! There is no need to enter on such details." "Then----" "You have taken me by surprise," said the girl slowly. "I had no idea that you--that you--I have never thought of it." "But you can think now, Helen," he said urgently. "I mean every word that I have said. I love you. You must see that--now. Let us join our lives together, and together find the romance for which you crave." The blood was back in the girl's cheeks now, running in rosy tides, and there was a light in her grey eyes that made Ainley's pulse leap with hope, since he mistook it for something else. His passion was real enough, as the girl felt, and she was simple and elemental enough to be thrilled by it; but she was sufficiently wise not to mistake the response in herself for the greater thing. The grey eyes looked steadily into his for a moment, then a thoughtful look crept into them, and Ainley knew that for the moment he had lost. "No," she said slowly, "no, I am not sure that would be wise. I do not feel as I ought to feel in taking such a decision as that. And besides----" "Yes?" he said, urgently, as she paused. "Yes?" "Well," she flushed a little, and her tongue stumbled among the words, "you are not quite the man--that I--that I have thought of--for--for----." She broke off again, laughed a little at herself and then blurted confusedly: "You see all my life, from being a very little girl, I have worshipped heroes." "And I am not a hero," said Ainley with a harsh laugh. "No! I am just the ordinary man doing the ordinary things, and my one claim to notice is that I love you! But suppose the occasion came? Suppose I----." He broke off and stood looking at her for a moment. Then he asked, "Would that make no difference?" "It might," replied the girl, the shrinking from the infliction of too severe a blow. "Then I live for that occasion!" cried Ainley. "And who knows? In this wild land it may come any hour!" As a matter of fact the occasion offered itself six days later--a Sunday, when Sir James Yardely had insisted on a day
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