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"I'm coming home, to my own home a little later. I'll see you often then." Slowly they were advancing and retreating, this woman and girl, but each venture brought them a little nearer. Like the incoming waters of a rising tide a slight gain was made, moment by moment. Then suddenly and unexpectedly a rushing current bore them to the high mark. "You poor, homesick child! Come cry it out and have done with it!" It was not like Matilda Markham to so assert herself; it was not like the dear, brave Madam Bubble to succumb as she now did; but, in another instant she was kneeling where Sandy had knelt a few nights before, and clinging to the dear hands which had, then, rested upon his bowed head. The wall of suppression that Cynthia had raised, during the past weeks, between her mountain life and this artificial one of the city, crumbled at the message from the hills. Her part in the strange drama sank to insignificance, and in her weakness she was able to view it clearly and dispassionately with this plain little woman who had come to serve her. "I did not understand," she sobbed; "I was tired--there had been the night in the storm, you know. I did not want to make trouble and--oh! how can I tell you, but it was only when the little doctor--my aunt--explained everything that I saw myself standing alone in the confusion with something I must say and do! I couldn't let them do my work for me, dear lady,"--the quaint expression caused Matilda Markham to draw in her breath sharply--"I was no longer a child and I had to bear my part. When we-all stood in Sandy's cabin and the truth came to us-all, at once, I reckon for the first time in my life, I realized I was a woman. I couldn't take my chance and leave Lans out. They-all wanted to save me from myself, but they forgot him and then when he said"--the girl gasped--"that he wanted me--I had to go! I did not go because any one compelled me--I just had to go! I was led like when I married Lans. More and more I see it now; I feel it in the night. It did not _happen_, dear lady; it all leads up to something God wants me to do; something no one can do as well as I. Sandy had his call--you know how he responded? Well, I have my leading. We-all, of the hills, get near God, dear lady. We are lonelier; we need Him more and He speaks more plainly to us, I reckon." The superstition and mysticism of Lost Hollow held every thought and fancy of this girl, but Matil
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