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w, and you must be strong for me and help me to do my duty. We must live up to the best that is in us and do what we think is right, no matter what risks we run, no matter what the consequences are. I would not have asked you to help me before--before what has happened--but now I need your help. You have said I helped you to be brave; help me to be brave now, and to do what I know is right." But Bennett was still blind. If she had been dear to him before, how doubly so had she become since she had confessed her love for him! Ferriss was forgotten, ignored. He could not let her go, he could not let her run the slightest risk. Was he to take any chance of losing her now? He shook his head. "Ward!" she exclaimed with deep and serious earnestness. "If you do not wish me to risk my life by going to my post, be careful, oh, be very careful, that you do not risk something that is more to us both than life itself, by keeping me from it. Do you think I could love you so deeply and so truly as I do if I had not kept my standards high; if I had not believed in the things that were better than life, and stronger than death, and dearer to me than even love itself? There are some things I cannot do: I cannot be false, I cannot be cowardly, I cannot shirk my duty. Now I am helpless in your hands. You have conquered, and you can do with me as you choose. But if you make me do what is false, and what is cowardly, and what is dishonourable; if you stand between me and what I know is my duty, how can I love you, how can I love you?" Persistently, perversely, Bennett stopped his ears to every consideration, to every argument. She wished to hazard her life. That was all he understood. "No, Lloyd," he answered, "you must not do it." "--and I want to love you," she went on, as though she had not heard. "I want you to be everything to me. I have trusted you so long--had faith in you so long, I don't want to think of you as the man who failed me when I most needed his help, who made me do the thing that was contemptible and unworthy. Believe me," she went on with sudden energy, "you will kill my love for you if you persist." But before Bennett could answer there was a cry. "It is the servant," exclaimed Lloyd quickly. "She has been watching--there in the room with him." "Nurse--Miss Searight," came the cry, "quick--there is something wrong--I don't know--oh, hurry!" "Do you hear?" cried Lloyd. "It is the crisis--he may be dyi
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