life--the desert spoke to her.
"Saidee does want you," the spirit of the wind and the glimmering sands
seemed to say. "If she had not wanted you, do you think you would have
been shown this picture, with your sister in it, the picture which
brought you half across the world? She called once, long ago, and you
heard the call. You were allowed to hear it. Are you so weak as to
believe, just because you're hurt and suffering, that such messages
between hearts mean nothing? Saidee may not know that she wants you, but
she does, and needs you more than ever before. This is your hour of
temptation. You thought everything was going to be wonderfully easy,
almost too easy, and instead, it is difficult, that's all. But be brave
for Saidee and yourself, now and in days to come, for you are here only
just in time."
The pure, strong wind blowing over the dunes was a tonic to Victoria's
soul, and she breathed it eagerly. Catching at the robe of faith, she
held the spirit fast, and it stayed with her.
Suddenly she felt at peace, sure as a child that she would be taught
what to do next. There was her star, floating in the blue lake of the
sky, like a water lily, where millions of lesser lilies blossomed.
"Dear star," she whispered, "thank you for coming. I needed you just
then."
"Are you better?" asked Saidee in a choked voice.
Victoria turned away from sky and desert to the drooping figure of the
woman, standing in a pool of shadow, dark as fear and treachery.
"Yes, dearest one, I am well again, and I won't have to worry you any
more." The girl gently wound two protecting arms round her sister.
"What have you decided to do?"
Victoria could feel Saidee's heart beating against her own.
"I've decided to pray about deciding, and then to decide. Whatever's
best for you, I will do, I promise."
"And for yourself. Don't forget that I'm thinking of you. Don't believe
it's _all_ cowardice."
"I don't believe anything but good of my Saidee."
"I envy you, because you think you've got Someone to pray to. I've
nothing. I'm--alone in the dark."
Victoria made her look up at the moon which flooded the night with a sea
of radiance. "There is no dark," she said. "We're together--in the
light."
"How hopeful you are!" Saidee murmured. "I've left hope so far behind,
I've almost forgotten what it's like."
"Maybe it's always been hovering just over your shoulder, only you
forgot to turn and see. It can't be gone, because I
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