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life--the desert spoke to her. "Saidee does want you," the spirit of the wind and the glimmering sands seemed to say. "If she had not wanted you, do you think you would have been shown this picture, with your sister in it, the picture which brought you half across the world? She called once, long ago, and you heard the call. You were allowed to hear it. Are you so weak as to believe, just because you're hurt and suffering, that such messages between hearts mean nothing? Saidee may not know that she wants you, but she does, and needs you more than ever before. This is your hour of temptation. You thought everything was going to be wonderfully easy, almost too easy, and instead, it is difficult, that's all. But be brave for Saidee and yourself, now and in days to come, for you are here only just in time." The pure, strong wind blowing over the dunes was a tonic to Victoria's soul, and she breathed it eagerly. Catching at the robe of faith, she held the spirit fast, and it stayed with her. Suddenly she felt at peace, sure as a child that she would be taught what to do next. There was her star, floating in the blue lake of the sky, like a water lily, where millions of lesser lilies blossomed. "Dear star," she whispered, "thank you for coming. I needed you just then." "Are you better?" asked Saidee in a choked voice. Victoria turned away from sky and desert to the drooping figure of the woman, standing in a pool of shadow, dark as fear and treachery. "Yes, dearest one, I am well again, and I won't have to worry you any more." The girl gently wound two protecting arms round her sister. "What have you decided to do?" Victoria could feel Saidee's heart beating against her own. "I've decided to pray about deciding, and then to decide. Whatever's best for you, I will do, I promise." "And for yourself. Don't forget that I'm thinking of you. Don't believe it's _all_ cowardice." "I don't believe anything but good of my Saidee." "I envy you, because you think you've got Someone to pray to. I've nothing. I'm--alone in the dark." Victoria made her look up at the moon which flooded the night with a sea of radiance. "There is no dark," she said. "We're together--in the light." "How hopeful you are!" Saidee murmured. "I've left hope so far behind, I've almost forgotten what it's like." "Maybe it's always been hovering just over your shoulder, only you forgot to turn and see. It can't be gone, because I
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