FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   762   763   764   765   766   767   768   769   770   771   772   773   774   775   776   777   778   779   780   781   782   783   784   785   786  
787   788   789   790   791   792   793   794   795   796   797   798   799   800   801   802   803   804   805   806   807   808   809   810   811   >>   >|  
eer has been fortunate. I have reached the highest rank that a soldier can attain to-day. But my rapid promotion, however justifiable it may be, has none the less awakened jealousy. The nature of my services being above all possibility of suspicion, calumny has sought another quarter at which to strike, and at this moment it is my delicacy which is impugned." "Your delicacy, Henri! What do you mean?" asked Eugenie, in an altered voice. "Our friendship is well known. You are rich, and I have only my pay: the antithesis is flagrant! The gossips comment upon it, and exploit the fact against me." "Against you!" cried Eugenie, indignantly. "Against me--yes. I have proof of it. A man in private life would be justified in ignoring such gossip, but for a man in my profession ambiguity has no place, nor has compromise. Himself a severe judge of the conduct of others, he must not afford them a single instance whereby they can accuse him of not following his own precepts." And, as his companion remained silent and startled before an explanation so unexpected, he added: "You say nothing, my love. You must divine the depth of my chagrin at the prospect of a necessary separation, and you are sufficiently charitable not to remind me that I ought to have made these tardy reflections before I yielded to a fascination which made me close my eyes to facts." "I reproach you with nothing, Henri," said Eugenie in a trembling voice. "I myself yielded to the same enchantment, and in abandoning myself to it, I did not foresee that some day it might be prejudicial to your honor. A singular moral law is that of the world!" she pursued, growing more excited. "Let General de Prerolles be the lover of Madame de Lisieux or of Madame de Nointel; let him sit every day at their tables--if there be only a husband whose hand he may clasp in greeting, no one will call this hospitable liaison a crime! But let him feel anything more than a passing fancy for Eugenie Gontier, who violates no conjugal vow in loving him, but whose love he is not rich enough to buy--even were that love for sale--oh, then, everyone must point at him the finger of scorn! As for myself, it seems that it was useless for me to resist so many would-be lovers in order to open my door more freely to the man of my choice--an action which no one holds against me, however, because I am only an actress, and the public classes us in a separate category, so that they may more re
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   762   763   764   765   766   767   768   769   770   771   772   773   774   775   776   777   778   779   780   781   782   783   784   785   786  
787   788   789   790   791   792   793   794   795   796   797   798   799   800   801   802   803   804   805   806   807   808   809   810   811   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Eugenie

 

Against

 
Madame
 

yielded

 

delicacy

 

Nointel

 

trembling

 
Lisieux
 

reproach

 

tables


singular

 

excited

 

pursued

 

growing

 
prejudicial
 

Prerolles

 

abandoning

 

foresee

 

General

 

enchantment


resist

 

lovers

 
useless
 
finger
 
freely
 

classes

 
separate
 

category

 
public
 
actress

action
 

choice

 
liaison
 
fascination
 

hospitable

 

husband

 
greeting
 
passing
 

loving

 
Gontier

violates

 

conjugal

 

altered

 

quarter

 

strike

 

moment

 
impugned
 

friendship

 
exploit
 

comment