njured by the implied accusation of mismanagement, yet,
with a sense of its truth, used to be petted, and new to rebuffs, yet
with a sincere wish to act rightly, she was much perplexed by this, her
first reverse, and had come partly with the view of consulting Flora,
though she had fallen on other counsellors.
"Margaret, our adviser general," said the doctor, "what do you say? Put
yourself in the place of Mrs. Charles Wilmot, and say, shall Miss Rivers
teach or not?"
"I had rather you would, papa."
"Not I--I never kept school."
"Well, then, I being Mrs. Wilmot, should certainly be mortified if Miss
Rivers deserted me because the children were naughty. I think, I think I
had rather she came and asked me what she had better do."
"And you would answer 'teach,' for fear of vexing her," said Meta.
"I should, and also for the sake of letting her learn to teach."
"The point where only trial shows one's ignorance," said Dr. May.
"But I don't want to do it for my own sake," said Meta. "I do everything
for my own sake already."
"For theirs, then," said the doctor. "If teaching will not come by
nature, you must serve an apprenticeship, if you mean to be of service
in that line. Perhaps it was the gift that the fairies omitted."
"But will it do any good to them?"
"I can't tell; but I am sure it would do them harm for you to give it
up, because it is disagreeable."
"Well," said Meta, with a sigh, "I'll go and talk to Mrs. Wilmot. I
could not bear to give up anything that seems right just now, because of
the Confirmation."
Margaret eagerly inquired, and it appeared that the bishop had given
notice for a Confirmation in August, and that Mr. Wilmot was already
beginning to prepare his candidates, whilst Mr. Ramsden, always tardy,
never gave notice till the last moment possible. The hope was expressed
that Harry might be able to profit by this opportunity; and Harry's
prospects were explained to Meta; then the doctor, recollecting
something that he wished to say to Mr. Rivers, began to ask about the
chance of his coming before the time of an engagement of his own.
"He said he should be here at about half-past four," said Meta. "He is
gone to the station to inquire about the trains. Do you know what time
the last comes in?"
"At nine forty-five," said the doctor.
"That is what we were afraid of. It is for Bellairs, my maid. Her mother
is very ill, and she is afraid she is not properly nursed. It is about
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