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know what you mean," said Ethel. "One ought not to wish it to go on, because there are other people and other duties," said Meta, "but quietness is so peaceful. Do you know, Ethel, I shall always think of those two first days, before anybody came, with you and Dr. May, as something very--very--precious," she said at last, with the tears rising. "I am sure I shall," said Ethel. "I don't know how it is, but there is something even in this affliction that makes it like--a strange sort of happiness," said Meta musingly. "I know what it is!" said Ethel. "That He is so very good?" said Meta reverently. "Yes," said Ethel, almost rebuked for the first thought, namely, that it was because Meta was so very good. "It does make one feel more confidence," said Meta. "'It is good for me to have been in trouble,'" repeated Ethel. "Yes," said Meta. "I hope it is not wrong or unkind in me to feel it, for I think dear papa would wish it; but I do not feel as if--miss him always as I shall--the spring of life were gone from me. I don't think it can, for I know no more pain or trouble can reach him, and there is--don't you think, Ethel, that I may think so?--especial care for the orphan, like a compensation. And there is hope, and work here. And I am very thankful! How much worse it would have been, if George had not been married! Dear Flora! Will you tell her, Ethel, how really I do wish her to take the command of me? Tell her it will be the greatest kindness in the world to make me useful to her." "I will," said Ethel. "And please tell her that I am afraid I may forget, and take upon me, as if I were still lady of the house. Tell her I do not mean it, and I hope that she will check it." "I think there is no fear of her forgetting that," said Ethel, regretting the words before they were out of her mouth. "I hope I shall not," said Meta. "If I do, I shall drive myself away to stay with Aunt Leonora, and I don't want to do that at all. So please to make Flora understand that she is head, and I am ready to be hand and foot;" and Meta's bright smile shone out, with the pleasure of a fresh and loving service. Ethel understood the force of her father's words, that it was a brave, vigorous spirit. Dr. May came back with George, and stayed to dinner, after which he talked over business with Flora, whose sagacity continually amazed him, and who undertook to make her husband understand, and do what was needed.
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