s, but she drew her hand away, not with a
gesture of coquetry, but as though renouncing something to which she had
no claim.
"But you belittle ME, don't you," she returned gently, "in being so sure
they are the only things I care for?"
Selden felt an inner start; but it was only the last quiver of his
egoism. Almost at once he answered quite simply: "But you do care for
them, don't you? And no wishing of mine can alter that."
He had so completely ceased to consider how far this might carry him,
that he had a distinct sense of disappointment when she turned on him a
face sparkling with derision.
"Ah," she cried, "for all your fine phrases you're really as great a
coward as I am, for you wouldn't have made one of them if you hadn't been
so sure of my answer."
The shock of this retort had the effect of crystallizing Selden's
wavering intentions.
"I am not so sure of your answer," he said quietly. "And I do you the
justice to believe that you are not either."
It was her turn to look at him with surprise; and after a moment--"Do you
want to marry me?" she asked.
He broke into a laugh. "No, I don't want to--but perhaps I should if you
did!"
"That's what I told you--you're so sure of me that you can amuse yourself
with experiments." She drew back the hand he had regained, and sat
looking down on him sadly.
"I am not making experiments," he returned. "Or if I am, it is not on you
but on myself. I don't know what effect they are going to have on me--but
if marrying you is one of them, I will take the risk."
She smiled faintly. "It would be a great risk, certainly--I have never
concealed from you how great."
"Ah, it's you who are the coward!" he exclaimed.
She had risen, and he stood facing her with his eyes on hers. The soft
isolation of the falling day enveloped them: they seemed lifted into a
finer air. All the exquisite influences of the hour trembled in their
veins, and drew them to each other as the loosened leaves were drawn to
the earth.
"It's you who are the coward," he repeated, catching her hands in his.
She leaned on him for a moment, as if with a drop of tired wings: he felt
as though her heart were beating rather with the stress of a long flight
than the thrill of new distances. Then, drawing back with a little smile
of warning--"I shall look hideous in dowdy clothes; but I can trim my own
hats," she declared.
They stood silent for a while after this, smiling at each other like
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