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so much. I thought that you were flirting with me, as I--perhaps--was flirting with you." "Who is that I hear speaking? Is it Winifred? The very sound of her voice seems different. Am I dreaming? She flirting with me? I don't realize her--it is a different girl! Oh! this thing comes to me like a falling steeple. It had no right to happen!" "You should sit down, or you should go; better go--better, better go," and Winifred clutched wildly at her throat. "Let us part now, and let us never meet!" "If you like, if you wish it," said Carshaw, still humbly, for he was quite dazed. "It seems sudden. I am not sure if it is a dream or not. It isn't a happy one, if it is. But have we no business to discuss before you send me away in this fashion? Do you mean to throw off my help as well as myself?" "I shall manage. I have an offer of work here in my hands. I shall soon be at work, and will then send the amount of the debt which I owe you, though you care nothing about that, and I know that I can never repay you for all." "Yes, that is true, too, in a way. Am I, then, actually to go?" "Yes." "But you are not serious? Think of my living on, days and years, and not seeing you any more. It seems a pitiable thing, too. Even you must be sorry for me." "Yes, it seems a pitiable thing!" "So--what do you say?" "Good-by. Go--go!" "But you will at least let me know where you are? Don't be quite lost to me." "I shall be here for some time. But you won't come. I mustn't see you. I demand that much." "No, no. I won't come, you may be sure. And you, on your part, promise that if you have need of money you will let me know? That is the least I can expect of you." "I will; but go. I will have you in my--memory. Only go from me now, if you--love--" "Good-by, then. I do not understand, but good-by. I am all in, Winnie; but still, good-by. God bless you--" He kissed her hand and went. Her skin was cold to his lips, and, in a numb way, he wondered why. A moment after he had disappeared she called his name, but in an awful, hushed voice which he could not hear; and she fell at her length on the couch. "Rex! My love! My dear love," she moaned, and yet he did not hear, for the sky had dropped on him. There she lay a little while, yet it was not all pain with her. There is one sweetest sweet to the heart, one drop of intensest honey, sweeter to it than any wormwood is bitter, which consoled her--the consciousne
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