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ourtesy; as through a myriad phantoms, where only she was real, he threaded his way to her side. "You are the stranger within our gates," she explained as in rhythmic unison they drifted into the cadence of the waltz. "Have I awakened," he inquired, "or is this part of the dream I had in the Boulevard S. Michel?" "It must have been a dream, monsieur," she said with sad finality. "It is folly to encumber one's life with useless dreams." "Your Grace wishes it?" he asked in halting syllables wrenched from a heavy heart. "For your own happiness, now," she answered with a meaning nod toward the King. "But," he pleaded, "it was such a beautiful dream." "Dreams are--sometimes. Then we awake." He felt the slight tremor against his arm as she spoke. "I wish," he sighed impotently, "that you were an American girl." She smiled mechanically to hide the sadness welling in her breast. "Wishes," she murmured resignedly, "are too near akin to dreams for me to indulge them. Besides I have a country to hope for. Why should I join you in such a wish?" "Have you, then, realized your wishes in His Majesty?" It was a brutal thing to say; he saw it when too late to recall the words which had passed his lips. She shrank as if struck. Her eyes spoke the volumes of her appeal. They read in his a hopeless prayer for forgiveness, and graciously, gently, she pressed his arm under her hand as a sweet upward glance assured him of absolution. Like the sigh in his own soul, sweet and low, the music died out. The figure was finished. Pleading fatigue, Carter sought the quarters assigned him in the castle. His senses were awhirl, his spirits high in the chimera that Trusia cared for him. Had he been compelled to remain in attendance he felt certain that he would have bruited his glad tidings abroad. Between the throbs of hope, however, with growing insistence threaded the stinging pulses of despair and pity; despair that destiny would never give her to him as wife, pity that she should sacrifice her own sweet self to a man who had no real affection for her. Hers was a nature, he well knew, requiring the full measure of tenderness to bloom in its fullest beauty. Believing her beyond his reach he felt a sudden overpowering sense of utter loneliness. Fully clad as he was, he flung himself upon his bed, but his arm, his breast, still tingled with the contact from the dance. Sleep held aloof from him. Darkness was no refuge from he
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