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ing.' And you wrote twice, and in neither letter was there a hint that you were coming out to India." He was speaking in a low, passionate voice. In spite of herself, Violet Oliver was moved. The picture of him watching from his window in the tower for the black speck against the skyline was clear before her mind, and troubled her. Her voice grew gentle. "I did not write more often on purpose," she said. "It was on purpose, too, that you left out all mention of your visit to India?" Violet nodded her head. "Yes," she said. "You did not want to see me again." Violet turned her face towards him, and leaned forward a little. "I don't say that," she said softly. "But I thought it would be better that we two should not meet again, if meeting could be avoided. I saw that you cared--I may say that, mayn't I?" and for a second she laid her hand gently upon his sleeve. "I saw that you cared too much. It seemed to me best that it should end altogether." Shere Ali lifted his head, and turned quickly towards her. "Why should it end at all?" he cried. His eyes kindled and sought hers. "Violet, why should it end at all?" Violet Oliver drew back. She cast a glance to the courtyard. Only a few paces away the stream of people passed up and down. "It must end," she answered. "You know that as well as I." "I don't know it. I won't know it," he replied. He reached out his hand towards hers, but she was too quick for him. He bent nearer to her. "Violet," he whispered, "marry me!" Violet Oliver glanced again to the courtyard. But it was no longer to assure herself that friends of her own race were comfortably near at hand. Now she was anxious that they should not be near enough to listen and overhear. "That's impossible!" she answered in a startled voice. "It's not impossible! It's not!" And the desperation in his voice betrayed him. In the depths of his heart he knew that, for this woman, at all events, it was impossible. But he would not listen to that knowledge. "Other women, here in India, have had the courage." "And what have their lives been afterwards?" she asked. She had not herself any very strong feeling on the subject of colour. She was not repelled, as men are repelled. But she was aware, nevertheless, how strong the feeling was in others. She had not lived in India for nothing. Marriage with Shere Ali was impossible, even had she wished for it. It meant ostracism and social suicide.
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