ng,
could so universally dazzle and interest, she wasn't all the while in
distress or in anxiety--didn't believe herself, in short, to be in any
degree seriously menaced. "Well, I want to make out--to make out!" was
all that this consistently produced. To which Kate made clear answer:
"Ah then, let us by all means!"
"I thought," Milly said, "you would like to help me. But I must ask
you, please, for the promise of absolute silence."
"And how, if you _are_ ill, can your friends remain in ignorance?"
"Well, if I am, it must of course finally come out. But I can go for a
long time." Milly spoke with her eyes again on her painted
sister's--almost as if under their suggestion. She still sat there
before Kate, yet not without a light in her face. "That will be one of
my advantages. I think I could die without its being noticed."
"You're an extraordinary young woman," her friend, visibly held by her,
declared at last. "What a remarkable time to talk of such things!"
"Well, we won't talk, precisely"--Milly got herself together again. "I
only wanted to make sure of you."
"Here in the midst of----!" But Kate could only sigh for wonder--almost
visibly too for pity.
It made a moment during which her companion waited on her word; partly
as if from a yearning, shy but deep, to have her case put to her just
as Kate was struck by it; partly as if the hint of pity were already
giving a sense to her whimsical "shot," with Lord Mark, at Mrs.
Lowder's first dinner. Exactly this--the handsome girl's compassionate
manner, her friendly descent from her own strength--was what she had
then foretold. She took Kate up as if positively for the deeper taste
of it. "Here in the midst of what?"
"Of everything. There's nothing you can't have. There's nothing you
can't do."
"So Mrs. Lowder tells me."
It just kept Kate's eyes fixed as possibly for more of that; then,
however, without waiting, she went on. "We all adore you."
"You're wonderful--you dear things!" Milly laughed.
"No, it's _you."_ And Kate seemed struck with the real interest of it.
"In three weeks!"
Milly kept it up. "Never were people on such terms! All the more
reason," she added, "that I shouldn't needlessly torment you."
"But me? what becomes of _me?"_ said Kate.
"Well, you--" Milly thought--"if there's anything to bear, you'll bear
it."
"But I _won't_ bear it!" said Kate Croy.
"Oh yes, you will: all the same! You'll pity me awfully, but you'll
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