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wn; I know what they were now--I didn't then, for I was a pig; and my position, compared with hers, is an insolence of success. That's what Marian keeps before me; that's what papa himself, as I say, so inimitably does. My position's a value, a great value, for them both"--she followed and followed. Lucid and ironic, she knew no merciful muddle. "It's _the_ value--the only one they have." Everything between our young couple moved today, in spite of their pauses, their margin, to a quicker measure--the quickness and anxiety playing lightning-like in the sultriness. Densher watched, decidedly, as he had never done before. "And the fact you speak of holds you!" "Of course, it holds me. It's a perpetual sound in my ears. It makes me ask myself if I've any right to personal happiness, any right to anything but to be as rich and overflowing, as smart and shining, as I can be made." Densher had a pause. "Oh, you might, with good luck, have the personal happiness too." Her immediate answer to this was a silence like his own; after which she gave him straight in the face, but quite simply and quietly: "Darling!" It took him another moment; then he was also quiet and simple. "Will you settle it by our being married to-morrow--as we can, with perfect ease, civilly?" "Let us wait to arrange it," Kate presently replied, "till after you've seen her." "Do you call that adoring me?" Densher demanded. They were talking, for the time, with the strangest mixture of deliberation and directness, and nothing could have been more in the tone of it than the way she at last said: "You're afraid of her yourself." He gave a smile a trifle glassy. "For young persons of a great distinction and a very high spirit, we're a caution!" "Yes," she took it straight up; "we're hideously intelligent. But there's fun in it too. We must get our fun where we can. I think," she added, and for that matter, not without courage, "our relation's beautiful. It's not a bit vulgar. I cling to some saving romance in things." It made him break into a laugh which had more freedom than his smile. "How you must be afraid you'll chuck me!" "No, no, _that_ would be vulgar. But, of course, I do see my danger," she admitted, "of doing something base." "Then what can be so base as sacrificing me?" "I _shan't_ sacrifice you; don't cry out till you're hurt. I shall sacrifice nobody and nothing, and that's just my situation, that I want and that
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