statement of them, would satisfy our friends. I did so, and
did so plainly and conscientiously. Yet you do not even allude to this
expression of my sentiments, but still insist upon doing what is far
more than taking my life--stabbing my principles and integrity. I ask
if this is my reward for endangering my life and enduring unparalleled
labours, to save the Societies heretofore from being rent to the very
centre, and enduring ceaseless storms of slander and persecution for
years past in defending the abused character of my brethren? Are they
the first to lift up their heel against me? Will they join in the hue
and cry against me, rather than endure a "hoot," when I am unjustly
treated and basely slandered? I hope I have not fallen into such hands.

Dr. Ryerson received at this time a candid and kindly characteristic
letter from his youngest brother, Edwy, at Stamford, which indicated
that a reaction was taking place in regard to the much discussed
"impressions." He says:--

The present agitated state of the Societies, partly from the Union,
and, in a greater degree, from your "impressions" (which would have
been a blessing to our Societies, had they never been published)
make it very unpleasant to ask even for subscriptions to the
_Guardian_. We are here in a state of commotion; politics run high,
and religion low. "The _Guardian_ has turned Tory," is the hue and
cry, and many appear to be under greater concern about it, than
they ever were about the salvation of their souls. Many again, have
got wonderfully wise, and pretend to reveal (as a friend, but in
reality as an enemy) the secrets of your policy. Under these
unpleasant circumstances, the Ranters have availed themselves of
the opportunity of planting themselves at nearly all our posts, and
sowing tares in our Societies.

You have received a protest, signed by several preachers, and my
name among them. Those were my impressions at the time. Therefore I
thought it my duty, in connection with my brethren, to make my
protest. I have, however (since seeing the _Guardian_), been led to
believe you had not changed from what you were. Many of the
preachers are rejoiced that you were put in the editorial chair,
and feel strongly disposed to exert their influence that you may
not be displaced.

_Dec. 2nd._--On this day Dr. Ryerson received a kind word of
encourage