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ded from no house she had heart to visit--no coarse comment, no ribald jest accompanied the notice people took of her baby--no licentious rustic presumed on her frailty; for the pale, melancholy face of the nursing mother, weeping as she sung the lullaby, forbade all such approach--and an universal sentiment of indignation drove from the parish the heartless and unprincipled seducer--if all had been known, too weak word for his crime--who left thus to pine in sorrow, and in shame far worse than sorrow, one who till her unhappy fall had been held up by every mother as an example to her daughters. Never had she striven to cease to love her betrayer--but she had striven--and an appeased conscience had enabled her to do so--to think not of him now that he had deserted her for ever. Sometimes his image, as well in love as in wrath, passed before the eye of her heart--but she closed it in tears of blood, and the phantom disappeared. Thus all the love towards him that slept--but was not dead--arose in yearnings of still more exceeding love towards his child. Round its head was gathered all hope of comfort--of peace--of reward of her repentance. One of its smiles was enough to brighten up the darkness of a whole day. In her breast--on her knee--in its cradle, she regarded it with a perpetual prayer. And this feeling it was, with all the overwhelming tenderness of affection, all the invigorating power of passion, that, under the hand of God, bore her up and down that fearful mountain's brow, and after the hour of rescue and deliverance, stretched her on the greensward like a corpse. The rumour of the miracle circled the mountain's base, and a strange story without names had been told to the Wood-ranger of the Cairn-Forest, by a wayfaring man. Anxious to know what truth there was in it, he crossed the hill, and making his way through the sullen crowd, went up to the eminence, and beheld her whom he had so wickedly ruined, and so basely deserted. Hisses, and groans, and hootings, and fierce eyes, and clenched hands assailed and threatened him on every side. His heart died within him, not in fear, but in remorse. What a worm he felt himself to be! And fain would he have become a worm, that, to escape all that united human scorn, he might have wriggled away in slime into some hole of the earth. But the meek eye of Hannah met his in forgiveness--an un-upbraiding tear--a faint smile of love. All his better nature rose within him
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