my head swam; and then I shut firmly my eyes and stood until
I concluded the ghastly spectacle was hidden behind the sheet. Mrs.
Blake's voice caused me to open my eyes with a start.
"Be you faint?"
I crossed the room directly, and sat down before I replied.
"Certainly not; but the sight was a painful one."
"I know there's a sight of difference in corpses. Perfessors of religion
make the peacefullest."
"Was she not one?"
"Well, no; and she was took so bad she hadn't time to perfess. Beside
Dan'el tells me she suffered uncommon till the very last breath, that
makes her look more distressin' than she would."
"Is he a professor?"
"No, my family didn't seem to lean that way. But my! they was a sight
better'n some that did let on they was very good."
"He will become a Christian now, surely."
"Tain't likely. One soon forgets the feelins death leaves, and then we
all look for a quiet spell afore we die." I felt as if skeleton fingers
were clutching at my vitals; and altogether terrified I rose to go.
"The funeral will be to-morrow at two o'clock; perhaps you wouldn't mind
coming?"
"If you would like me to attend, I will do so."
"I don't know why it is, but seems to me it would be a comfort to have
you. Quality always could touch my heart better'n my own kind."
"You may be reckoned among that class in the next world."
She stood in the doorway, her eyes turned wistfully towards the setting
sun. "I hain't thought much about that world. I know it's a mistake to
live as I've done."
I wished so much I could recommend her to a better way of life; but
remembering that I too was living only for this world, I could say
nothing.
Pressing her hand gently I turned to leave, when I saw Esmerelda coming
out of the door after me.
The rigid form I had looked at and Mrs. Blake's words had softened my
heart; so I tried once more to chat pleasantly with my escort; but
probably she had not got the same lesson as I, for she put on as many
airs as before. When I met Mrs. Flaxman I inquired what Esmerelda's
position was in the household. To my astonishment she said:
"She is the chambermaid."
"But is she a lady?"
"Every one that can dress becomingly claims that title with us; I presume
Esmerelda with the rest."
"But her mother?" I left the sentence unfinished.
"Lives on Mill Road and takes in washing."
"Don't you think it is wiser to keep servants in their proper place as
they do in Europe? One i
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