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ark of her parents. She had bright curls tied with ribbons. I pranced on horseback for her. She smiled for me. "I was young and strong then, full of hope and full of the beginning of things. I thought I was going to conquer the world, and even had the choice of the means to conquer it. Alas, all I did was to cross hastily over its surface. She was younger than I, a bud so recently, blown, that one day, I remember, I saw her doll lying on the bench that we were sitting on. We used to say to each other, 'We shall come back to this park when we are old, shall we not?' We loved each other--you understand--I have no time to tell you, but you understand, Anna, that these few relics of memory that I give you at random are beautiful, incredibly beautiful. "She died the very day in spring when the date of our wedding was set. We were both taken sick with a disease that was epidemic that year in our country, and she did not have the strength to escape the monster. That was twenty-five years ago. Twenty-five years, Anna, between her death and mine. "And now here is the most precious secret, her name." He whispered it. I did not catch it. "Say it over again, Anna." She repeated it, vague syllables which I caught without being able to unite them into a word. "I confide the name to you because you are here. If you were not here, I should tell it to anyone, no matter whom, provided that would save it." He added in an even, measured voice, to make it hold out until the end: "I have something else to confess, a wrong and a misfortune." "Didn't you confess it to the priest?" she asked in surprise. "I hardly told him anything," was all he replied. And he resumed, speaking calmly, with his full voice: "I wrote poems during our engagement, poems about ourselves. The manuscript was named after her. We read the poems together, and we both liked and admired them. 'Beautiful, beautiful!' she would say, clapping her hands, whenever I showed her a new poem. And when we were together, the manuscript was always with us--the most beautiful book that had ever been written, we thought. She did not want the poems to be published and get away from us. One day in the garden she told me what she wanted. 'Never! Never!' she said over and over again, like an obstinate, rebellious child, tossing her dainty head with its dancing hair." The man's voice became at once surer and more tremulous, as he filled in a
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