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down. Domini leant forward. "Louarine," she said, reading the name on the bottle. "Won't you have some?" "The fact is, madame," began the priest, with hesitation, "this liqueur comes from the Trappist monastery of El Largani." "Yes?" "It was made by a monk and priest to whom the secret of its manufacture belonged. At his death he was to confide the secret to another whom he had chosen. But the monks of El Largani will never earn another franc by Louarine when what they have in stock is exhausted." "The monk died suddenly?" "Madame, he ran away from the monastery after being there in the eternal silence for twenty years, after taking the final vows." "How horrible!" said Domini. "That man must be in hell now, in the hell a man can make for himself by his own act." As she spoke, Androvsky appeared by the tent door. He was looking frightfully ill, and like a desperate man. When the priest had gone, Domini told Androvsky about the liqueur and the disappearance of the Trappist monk. As she spoke, his face grew more ghastly. He stood rigid, as if with horror. "Poor, poor man!" she said, as she finished her story. "You--you pity that man then?" murmured Androvsky. "Yes," she replied. "I was thinking of the agony he must be enduring if he is still alive." Androvsky seemed painfully moved, and almost as if he were on the verge of some passionate outburst of emotion; and something like a deep voice far down in the loving heart of Domini said to her, "If you really love, be fearless. Attack the sorrow which stands like a figure of death between you and your husband. Drive it away. You have a weapon--faith-- use it!" At last she summoned all her courage, all her faith, and she forced from Androvsky the confession of what it was which held him in perpetual misery, even in freedom, even with her, whom he loved beyond and above all human beings. "Domini," he said, "you want to know what it is that makes me unhappy even in our love--desperately unhappy. It is this. I believe in God, I love God, I have insulted God. I have tried to forget God, to deny Him, to put human love higher than love for Him. But always I am haunted by the thought of God, and that thought makes me despair. Once, when I was young, I gave myself to God solemnly. I have broken the vows I made! I gave myself to God as a monk." "You are the Trappist!" she whispered. "You are the monk from the monastery of El Largani who disappeared
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