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rl, over to Bachelor Billy, who stood leaning against the mantel, and then down again into the lady's eyes. It was almost pitiful to look into his face and see the strong emotion outlined there, marking the fierceness of the conflict in his mind between a great desire for honest happiness and a stern and manly sense of the right and proper thing for him to do. At last he spoke. "Mrs. Burnham," he said, in a sharp voice, "I can't, I can't!" A look of surprise and pain came into the lady's face. "Why, Ralph!" she exclaimed, "I thought,--I hoped you would be glad to go. We would be very good to you; we would try to make you very happy." "An' I'll give you half of ev'ry nice thing I have!" spoke out the girl, impetuously. "I know, I know!" responded Ralph, "it'd be beautiful, just as it was that Sunday I was there; an' I'd like to go,--you don't know how I'd like to,--but I can't! Oh, no! I can't!" Bachelor Billy was leaning forward, watching the boy intently, surprise and admiration marking his soiled face. "Then, why will you not come?" persisted the lady. "What reason have you, if we can all be happy?" Ralph stood for a moment in deep thought. "I can't tell you," he said, at last. "I don't know just how to explain it, but, some way, after all this that's happened, it don't seem to me as though I'd ought to go, it don't seem to me as though it'd be just right; as though it'd be a-doin' what--what--Oh! I can't tell you. I can't explain it to you so'st you can understand. But I mus'n't go; indeed, I mus'n't!" At last, however, the lady understood and was silent. She had not thought before how this proposal, well meant though it was, might jar upon the lad's fine sense of honor and of the fitness of things. She had not realized, until this moment, how a boy, possessing so delicate a nature as Ralph's, might feel to take a position now, to which a court and jury had declared he was not entitled, to which he himself had acknowledged, and to which every one knew he was not entitled. He had tried to gain the place by virtue of a suit at law, he had called upon the highest power in the land to put him into it, and his effort had not only ended in ignominious failure, but had left him stamped as a lineal descendant of one whose very name had become a by-word and a reproach. How could he now, with the remotest sense of honor or of pride, step into the place that should have been occupied by Robert Burnh
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