to
death must feel as he lives through the last morning.
"Ah! you are of all creatures the noblest and best! You are a match for
the woman I love," said the poor artist.
"I love you well enough to tremble for your future fate," said she
gloomily. "Judas hanged himself--the ungrateful always come to a bad
end! You are deserting me, and you will never again do any good work.
Consider whether, without being married--for I know I am an old maid,
and I do not want to smother the blossom of your youth, your poetry, as
you call it, in my arms, that are like vine-stocks--but whether,
without being married, we could not get on together? Listen; I have
the commercial spirit; I could save you a fortune in the course of ten
years' work, for Economy is my name!--while, with a young wife, who
would be sheer Expenditure, you would squander everything; you would
work only to indulge her. But happiness creates nothing but memories.
Even I, when I am thinking of you, sit for hours with my hands in my
lap----
"Come, Wenceslas, stay with me.--Look here, I understand all about
it; you shall have your mistresses; pretty ones too, like that little
Marneffe woman who wants to see you, and who will give you happiness you
could never find with me. Then, when I have saved you thirty thousand
francs a year in the funds----"
"Mademoiselle, you are an angel, and I shall never forget this hour,"
said Wenceslas, wiping away his tears.
"That is how I like to see you, my child," said she, gazing at him with
rapture.
Vanity is so strong a power in us all that Lisbeth believed in her
triumph. She had conceded so much when offering him Madame Marneffe. It
was the crowning emotion of her life; for the first time she felt the
full tide of joy rising in her heart. To go through such an experience
again she would have sold her soul to the Devil.
"I am engaged to be married," Steinbock replied, "and I love a woman
with whom no other can compete or compare.--But you are, and always will
be, to me the mother I have lost."
The words fell like an avalanche of snow on a burning crater. Lisbeth
sat down. She gazed with despondent eyes on the youth before her, on his
aristocratic beauty--the artist's brow, the splendid hair, everything
that appealed to her suppressed feminine instincts, and tiny tears
moistened her eyes for an instant and immediately dried up. She looked
like one of those meagre statues which the sculptors of the Middle Ages
carved
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