ow CAN I--how can I undeceive
her--when she is so happy in these little delusions, which are the only
happiness she has? The lady with whom you placed me, is not the person
to whom I could confide matters of so much delicacy, and I have come at
last to you, the only friend I have at hand--almost the only friend I
have at all--to entreat and implore you to assist me.'
'How can I assist you, child?' said Ralph, rising from his chair, and
pacing up and down the room in his old attitude.
'You have influence with one of these men, I KNOW,' rejoined Kate,
emphatically. 'Would not a word from you induce them to desist from this
unmanly course?'
'No,' said Ralph, suddenly turning; 'at least--that--I can't say it, if
it would.'
'Can't say it!'
'No,' said Ralph, coming to a dead stop, and clasping his hands more
tightly behind him. 'I can't say it.'
Kate fell back a step or two, and looked at him, as if in doubt whether
she had heard aright.
'We are connected in business,' said Ralph, poising himself alternately
on his toes and heels, and looking coolly in his niece's face, 'in
business, and I can't afford to offend them. What is it after all? We
have all our trials, and this is one of yours. Some girls would be proud
to have such gallants at their feet.'
'Proud!' cried Kate.
'I don't say,' rejoined Ralph, raising his forefinger, 'but that you do
right to despise them; no, you show your good sense in that, as indeed
I knew from the first you would. Well. In all other respects you are
comfortably bestowed. It's not much to bear. If this young lord does dog
your footsteps, and whisper his drivelling inanities in your ears, what
of it? It's a dishonourable passion. So be it; it won't last long. Some
other novelty will spring up one day, and you will be released. In the
mean time--'
'In the mean time,' interrupted Kate, with becoming pride and
indignation, 'I am to be the scorn of my own sex, and the toy of the
other; justly condemned by all women of right feeling, and despised by
all honest and honourable men; sunken in my own esteem, and degraded in
every eye that looks upon me. No, not if I work my fingers to the bone,
not if I am driven to the roughest and hardest labour. Do not mistake
me. I will not disgrace your recommendation. I will remain in the house
in which it placed me, until I am entitled to leave it by the terms of
my engagement; though, mind, I see these men no more. When I quit it, I
will hid
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