FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164  
165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   >>  
to the inevitable. "You have been thinking?" Maine went on. "Yes. What a sad occupation that is sometimes--like knitting, or listening to church-bells at night!" "Eve, let us be serious." "God knows I am," she answered. "But modern gravity is dressed in flippancy. No feeling must go quite naked." "Don't talk like that," he said. "As there is a nudity in art that may be beautiful, so there is a nudity in expression, in words, that may be beautiful. Eve, I have come to hear you tell me something. You know that." He glanced into her face with an anxiety that she did not fully understand. Then he said: "Tell it me." "There is--is so much to tell," she said. "Yes, yes." "He does not understand," she thought. He thought, "She does not understand." "And I am not good at telling stories." "Then tell me the truth." She tried to smile, but she was trembling. "Of course. Why should I not?" She hesitated, and then added, with a forced attempt at petulance, "But there is nothing so awkward as giving people more than they expect. Is there?" He understood her question, despite its apparent inconsequence, and his heart quickened its beating: "Give me everything." "I suppose I should be doing that if I gave you myself," she said nervously. "You know best," he answered; and for a moment she was puzzled by not catching the affirmative for which she had angled. "Do you want me very, very much?" she asked. "So much that, as I told you yesterday, I could not ask for you twice. Don't you understand?" "Yes. I could not marry a man who had bothered me to be his wife. One might as well be scolded into virtue. You want me, then, Hugh, and I want you. But--" Again she stopped, with sentences fluttering, as it seemed, on the very edges of her lips. Her heart was at such fearful odds with her conscience, that she felt as if he must hear the clashing of the swords. And he did hear it. He would fain have cheered on both the combatants. Which did he wish should be the conqueror? He hardly knew. "Yes?" he said. "It is always so difficult to finish a sentence that begins with 'but,'" she began; and for the first time her voice sounded tremulous. "When two people want each other very much, there is always something that ought to keep them apart--at least, I think so. God must love solitude; it is His gift to so many." There were tears in her eyes. "Why should we keep apart, Eve?" "Because we should b
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164  
165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   >>  



Top keywords:
understand
 

people

 

beautiful

 
thought
 
answered
 
nudity
 

yesterday

 

angled

 

fearful

 

virtue


scolded
 
bothered
 

fluttering

 

sentences

 

stopped

 

sounded

 

tremulous

 

Because

 

solitude

 

cheered


combatants
 

swords

 

conscience

 
clashing
 

finish

 
sentence
 
begins
 

difficult

 

conqueror

 

awkward


feeling

 

dressed

 
flippancy
 
expression
 

anxiety

 
glanced
 

gravity

 

modern

 

occupation

 

inevitable


thinking

 

knitting

 
listening
 

church

 
quickened
 
beating
 

inconsequence

 

apparent

 
understood
 

question