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ret for her lost happiness came over her, and she determined to speak to him about it. She would destroy this shadow that lay between them; she would dispel the cloud. Surely he would do anything for her sake--she would have given up the world for him. He was alone in his study, in the gloaming of a bright day, when she went in to him and stood once more by his side. "Lance," she said, bending her fair, sweet face over his, "Lance, I want to speak to you again. I am not happy, dear--there is a cloud between us, and it is killing me. You love me, Lance, do you not?" "You know that I do," he said, but there was no heartiness in his voice. "I want to tell you, dear, that I have been jealous. I am very unhappy, but I will conquer myself. I will be to you the most loving wife in all the world if you will give up Madame Vanira." He pushed the outstretched hand away. "You do not know what you are asking," he said, hoarsely, and his manner so alarmed her that she said no more. CHAPTER LIII. A QUARREL. From that hour all pretense of peace was at an end between them. Lady Chandos was justly indignant and wounded. If her husband had trusted her all might, even then, have been well, but he did not; he said to himself that she would forget the story of her annoyance in time, and all would be well; he did not give his wife credit for the depth of feeling that she really possessed. Fiercest, most cruel jealousy had taken hold of the gentle lady, it racked and tortured her; the color faded from her face, the light from her eyes; she grew thin and pale; at night she could not sleep, by day she could not rest; all her sweetness, grace and amiability, seemed to have given way to a grave sadness; the sound of her laughter, her bright words, died away; nothing interested her. She who had never known a trouble or a care, now wore the expression of one who was heart-broken; she shrunk from all gayety, all pleasures, all parties; she was like the ghost of her former self; yet after those words of her husband's she never spoke again of Madame Vanira. The sword was sheathed in her heart and she kept it there. There is no pain so cruel as jealousy; none that so quickly deteriorates a character; it brings so many evils in its train--suspicion, envy, hatred of life, distrust in every one and in everything; it is the most fatal passion that ever takes hold of a human heart, and turns the kindest nature to gall. There was n
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