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side, in the shade, a solitary individual was passing slowly along the pavement. I knew him at a glance. It was the first poet, perhaps the greatest man, of his age and country. But why so solitary? It had been told me that he ranked among his friends and associates many of the highest names in the kingdom, and yet to-night not one of the hundreds who fluttered past appeared inclined to recognise him. He seemed too--but perhaps fancy misled me--as if care-worn and dejected; pained, perhaps, that not one among so many of the _great_ should have humility enough to notice a poor exciseman. I stole up to him unobserved, and tapped him on the shoulder; there was a decided fierceness in his manner as he turned abruptly round, but, as he recognised me, his expressive countenance lighted up in a moment, and I shall never forget the heartiness with which he grasped my hand. We quitted the streets together for the neighbouring fields, and, after the natural interchange of mutual congratulations--"How is it," I inquired, "that you do not seem to have a single acquaintance among all the gay and great of the country?" "I lie under quarantine," he replied; "tainted by the plague of liberalism. There is not one of the hundreds we passed to-night whom I could not once reckon among my intimates." The intelligence stunned and irritated me. "How infinitely absurd!" I said. "Do they dream of sinking you into a common man?" "Even so," he rejoined. "Do they not all know I have been a gauger for the last five years!" The fact had both grieved and incensed me long before. I knew, too, that Pye enjoyed his salary as poet laureate of the time, and Dibdin, the song writer, his pension of two hundred a-year, and I blushed for my country. "Yes," he continued--the ill-assumed coolness of his manner giving way before his highly excited feelings--"they have assigned me my place among the mean and the degraded, as their best patronage; and only yesterday, after an official threat of instant dismission, I was told it was my business to act, not to think. God help me! what have I done to provoke such bitter insult? I have ever discharged my miserable duty--discharged it, Mr. Lindsay, however repugnant to my feelings, as an honest man; and though there awaited me no promotion, I was silent. The wives or sisters of those whom they advanced over me had bastards to some of the ---- family, and so their influence was necessarily greater than min
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